This could last up to a month or 2 I'm afraid if it goes on any longer I suggest going to a doctor

You're probably still going through withdraws try changing your diet and walking around drink plenty of water try to do relaxing activities and try not to strain your body

the next wedding is a week from today...yippee...wooohooo ! ! !

the "letting go" is going great...i'm starting to like this.  shopped all day wednesday and thursday...for myself...and did absolutely nothing concerned with the wedding.   i even had a long talk with mackenzie's (g/f) mother.   i explained to her that everyone was different and we all have "our way"...but...I WAS EXTREMEMLY PISSED AT THE WAY SHE HAS HANDLED THIS WEDDING.   i told her that the money wasn't the problem...that i would do the wedding myself if need be...BUT...to also put all the leg work on me was not fair...i blasted her for going out of town for the last two weekends...long weekends (sat - wed.)...and not helping her own daughter with the things that she needs done.   mackenzie's sister is the maid of honor and she doesn't even have a dress yet...do you know what that means...we have no complimentary color yet...HELLO...one week away.  oh well...not my problem any more.   both kids understand now that i have busted my a** but that the rest is left up to her mom...and if it doesn't get done...it is not my fault.   i made her a list of things that i expect her to do for this wedding...including everything that i have done so far...starting to delegate...hehe...and have shown that to the kids too...that way they see it in black and white...and know who to blame.   i feel bad that i have had to be so brutal but what else could i do?

the thought of having two more sons to go through this with one day is scary...but...i will make sure...from the start...that this does not happen again...lol

feel better minnie...
huggs,
kim

You are always so sweet!!

How are you doing? How is all this "letting go of control" working out? Probably not as easy as it sounds. When is the next wedding? Speaking of weddings didn't Stephanie have the most wonderful golden wedding gown?  

Please remember to take care of yourself.
Minnie

damn woman...this has kicked your a**...hasn't it?  i so wish there was something i could do to help you feel better...enough is enough ! ! ! ! !  !

hopefully someone will give you some wonderful advice and you will start to perk up soon.   i think everyone understands why you haven't been around much lately...BUT...i'm sure they also look forward to the day that you will return...filled with wisdom and compassion for those who are in the same place as you.

huggs,
kim