Day 2 of a drug free girl!! Imagine that? Wow
Let me tell you............I feel happy.....positive enlightened......but lol exhausted....
Iam working on now...10 hours sleep...on day 4.....That isnt a heck of alot...Considering last week I was sleeping 16-22 hours of sleep..............What a difference?
I have a doctor's appointment this morning...Im asking for sleeping pills, I need a theropist to help me while I go thru my stuff because well..the drugs are gone..but Im still here...need to fix me...I have realized a bit over the last 24 hours....but these are good things......
My anger towards my cousin......the boy cousin that lives bere, is what is keeping me from smoking pot again...Im pretty pissed at him, and thought this is why I am quitting..lol....Whatever its working for now...I went for my walk last night.....but I had to take 3 percs yesterday...for the pain...Hola.....
I havent done any today even though, I feel like ****..I want the doctor to see me without anything...Im looking pretty rough..
Still not able to hold my food down...at all..or my water...so I am dehydrating a bit...I try to drink it gradual but we will see.......
Well I will update more later......I have to get ready to go....I am taking the car to get fixed this morning right after my doctor and I am going to have a picnic with the little one.....
Happy thoughts and prayers.You really are in mine...folks...
Love
C