I'm fighting to make that phone call

Question

I really REALLY want to get an 80 oxy sooo bad right now...I have no energy and am miserable, I know if I do some of that it will pick me right up! But also the other day when I did it I spent the 70$ and was sooo guilty I did it and felt horrible......

nannyj507 · Answer

Keep fighting.  It's not worth it.  I know you know that.  It's such a vicious cycle that keeps going if you make that phone call. Don't sell yourself short. 

What a tangled web we weave when we practice to deceive.

You can do this.  

Nannyj507

shelby74 · Answer

Please don't.  End it now.  What happens after you get that fix.  You are just going to need another one.  I know this sucks but it will be sooooo worth it!

Shelby

No name22 · Answer

Thanks I know this is the worste and whats even worste i'm not feeling the physical symtoms as bad, but alot of depression and no modivation whatsoever if i could i'd never leave my house..It took alll I had just to do two loads of laundry.. 
And my b/f doesn't help, cause i'm handeling it better than him..he wants to get "something" to help, but I know what he really wants and he's the one that got me here.

nannyj507 · Answer

Do it for yourself.  You are somebody!  You have to choose whats most important. Choose you!!!  Good Luck!!  

Nannyj507

Tim2H · Answer

It is going to make you feel good for about 1 1/2 hrs. It really isn't worth it and I guarantee that you will look for more tomorrow. You will look and find every day until you lose everything. If there was a pill I could take that would make me feel great for 24hrs and there were no adverse effects, I would do it. Hell, anyone would want something like that. You might feel good in the moment and that is what it is, the moment only. Hang in tough and believe me it will get better as the days move on. It is not easy, not fun at all. Please believe in yourself and make way for a better future. Best of luck to you.

Tim

shelby74 · Answer

I think if you removed yourself from your current situation it would help.  The last thing you need is another addict around you.

Shelby

RBC3 · Answer

Damn I no where u r coming from

No name22 · Answer

Ok I thought about it and I'd rather sit here and suffer than keep going through this vicious cycle...THANK YOU EVERYONE

Crispy · Answer

Thata girl deal with the pain, pain makes us human to avoid makes us  a addict.

I'm fighting to make that phone call

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