i think one of the hardest parts of withdrawal is the depression that accompanies it.. I am already clinically depressed (which is why i take the pills in the first place) so taking away that crutch completely kills me.. i tried seeing my doctor about it and he said "oh you are such a pretty girl, all you need is a nice young rich man and all of your troubles will be solved"  .. um yeah. thanks. yes crappy doctor since he helped get me addicted to the hydrocodone/percocet in the first place by giving me 120 a month every month for a loong time..
So anyway this is my second day going through withdrawal and i am a mess.. i cry at everything i see and hear..its ridiculous.. however i did get some vitamin b tablets that are specifically for stress.. and they seem to actually help.. but rather than take them once a day i want to go for twice a day.. which im not doing since my liver doesnt need any more damage that ive already caused it..
so my question is, does anyone know much about the damage we are all doing to our livers? should we not be concerned until we show symptoms of jaundice?  i think besides our moods and symptoms we should also be very concerned about out liver!


ps.  is anyone in the upstate new york area?  im looking to go to an NA meeting and have yet had the strength to actually look for one..