Hi Lisa, I replied to your post to me down below but was afraid you might not see it. I am so sorry to hear about your husband, I know only too well what it is like to grieve for the love of your life and on top of that to be dealing with addiction. I have never posted my email address before because I stupidly basically my entire name when I set up my email account! But I would like to hear from you, please email me at ***@**** when you can. I would love to speak with you and help you in anyway that I can. I think I have gone through just about every emotion and situation possible since my husband's death. I would love to help you if I can.
Love, Cindy