Hello everybody... I know its been about a week, but I am finally
back home. Absolute insanity over the past few days, and I am in desperate need of some help. Well, I made it thru 7 days of my detox C/T. Yep MADE it is the word, got into a car wreck on the way back from texas......... Definitely in some pain. Got some percs, and now am real depressed. Not abusing them, but I am taking them. Help Help Help me. What do I do? I feel like such a failure for accepting the script, but knew it was too freaking easy, and my drugs never fell in my hands that easy. I have a broken collar bone from the seatbelt. I have some alprazolam from my mother and the percs(75). I need them for the pain, but I always wanna take 2 when I take my one. Please give me some advice something, all the regulars know how serious my problem is. Anything, I am going to sit in front of this computer all night and cry and try to figure this out. I wanna get thru the pain without them, can't tell my family to dose me, don't have anybody. I am hurting, but know what all these pills will do to me if I abuse them. I have the alprazolam and I have been taking those for the anxiety. I love you guys and miss you dearly.
So great to hear that your doing so good Fladdict. I miss ya girl. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm freaking out guys.
Alli