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Question

... in my "moment" the other night, I ordered my last script of vicodin.

they just came in the mail.

i just flushed them all. i did it while i could. i was shaking.

i'm not asking for kudos... but gosh dang i had to tell someone.

hopeless - see? it changes every minute.  the other night i had the flashlight.. you know.

Marce4 · Answer

Wow, that is awesome...you have a hell of a lot of strength to do that and you DO deserve kudos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a great thing you just did for yourself!
Peace,
Marcie:)

hopeless · Answer

OMG you are so damm strong, to be able to do that... 
Good for you my friend..
You are very smart, and my inspiration...

God, am i so proud of you, that definately takes courage and strenght...guess what hun, you did it...

WAY TO GO  ( :

(((((((((((Marcatj))))))))))))  you deserve a hugeeeeeeeee hug right now...

I swear to you, I am sooo darn impressed, WOW

Hopeless

Tim2H · Answer

I am so impressed and what you did was unbelievable!!! You have this beat!! OMG, I am just at a loss. Congrats!!! God Bless You!  I really don't know if I could do that right now. You are my heroine and that just made my day.
(((((((((Marca)))))))))  You get the gold star right on the middle of your forehead. I hope all read this and know it can be done. How many did you toss? Amazing!!!

Big hug to you Marca,
Tim

hopeless · Answer

OMG still thinking about what you just did.... I can't believe it....
LOL, not that i cant believe it, just soooo damm impressed is all...

That must have been torture on you.... I am sooooooooo amazed right now..

I pray God will give me that kind of strength........

I mean it truely when i tell you, YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION

Don't ya ever leave me, ya hear??????????

I will hunt ya down, over the highest mountain or across the largest ocean, whatever it takes....

Hopeless

marcatj · Answer

... thank you.

i don't even know what to say... i had the weirdest reaction afterward.  i started to cry, then shake.  isn't that weird? i'm still kinda weepy...

i don't know if i have this beat - it's only day 6... but i am greatful for today.

and for all of you - my wonderful new friends - who i really don't think i could have done what just happened had i not found you all. you ARE making a difference!!!

(and there were 30... i may be in a scuba suit later, in the sewer - looking for those bad boys.. who knows.)

i love you guys...
me

marcatj · Answer

sorry kid - you're stuck with me. like it or not. :-)

hopeless · Answer

Too Funny, was just gonna type something to ya then read this latest post of yours.... and what i was gonna say even before i seen what you just typed was:

I am coming to your house and gonna dig through your sewage..

Swear to God, was thinking that even before you said what you just did about you going there too...

I am so damm proud of you, like i said you got the strength girl
And i mean it, you are my inspiration......and ya better not ever leave me..
I need you and prob. will for a long long time...

You rock girl,

Biggest Hug 2 You...   (((((((((((((((((((( marcatj ))))))))))))))))))))


Love, Hopeless

marcatj · Answer

i love you baby girl and will always be there for you...

always.

and i know, too, you will will be a-ok manana. i just know it.

luv luv luv,
me

ok - i'm going to go smoke 15 cigarettes now, cry, throw up, splash my face and then come back.  ;-P

hopeless · Answer

lol.... luv ya right back.........

i am going for ice cream now, will be back in a bit...


hugsssssss, hopeless

lucyred68 · Answer

great job, hope.  I did the same thing, flushed my methadone, xanax and clonidine.  couldn't flush the vicodin as it is my hubbys, but i have been able to resist.  only with God's help and after caving two days in a row and setting my wd's back a week or so.  i am soooooooo proud of you!!!!

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