Tim,Shelby,MJ,and all LOL on the flushin

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OMG you guys r way too funny, all this talk about flushin...
Anyway Good for you Tim, so proud of you...
I didn't do it...(Sorry) OMG so darn hard...Guess what else, i hate to admit it to you all, but i took one, and now don't feel too good. Stomache a little sick now, and feel like ****...I feel so guilty inside, after all i put my body through this past week in a half and look at me now... Errrrr, biggest mistake i ever made... Guess what else? Didn't do a darn thing for me either. Felt no different, just guilty is all. Wow what a waste of a pill is all i can say... Took it, feel like **** now, and guilty... My poor body, after all its been through and look what i just put back into it, and for why... Didn't do a freakin thing...


Got to go for a bit have to pick up my son...
Be back in half hour or so..

Hopeless

Tim2H · Answer

Hold that thought tight in that cute little noggin. I think you are going to beat this. I don't blame you for not flushing. If it was my ummmm what is the lingo? Pill of choice....CHOP?  It wasn't as hard to flush away the unkown. You are going to make it darlin. I KNOW you are.

Love,
Tim

shelby74 · Answer

Minor set back - that's all this is.  See, that is the thing - about the darn pills - for you to feel anything from them you have to keep taking them.  Vicious cycle.  

And listen missy you better not beat yourself up over this!  It's done and over.  Let's get you back up on your feet and try again.  You are not alone in this.  

Hugs!

Shelby

invincible · Answer

You are still my inspiration...me thinks you are going to be ok, but how many more pills do you have left?  the 'flushin' should be sounding better for the rest of the pills... I'm still a believer in you..

lonote · Answer

who takes just one pill? you have nine left. hummmm. babygirl its friday night, and I didn't just fall off a turnip truck. I really am concerned for you. I really am.

Tim2H · Answer

I need the shebang and that is a triumph right there. Don't take anymore because you will just be out by tomorrow and goe this this again. I care about you darlin.

Tim2H · Answer

heh heh, I like that song.

shelby74 · Answer

Which of us addicts could take just one?  It's impossible for me.  I go brain dead after taking just one - I start to reason with myself on why I should take another one and then one more after that...god i hate that.  I make myself think that it is ok - when I know damn well it's not.

shelby74 · Answer

Are you doing a flashback to the 80's? lol

I have a question for you - have you heard from Todd through email today?  I haven't heard back and I am a little concerned.

lovey

Tim2H · Answer

I think so...I have my Napster tunes.

Tim2H · Answer

I was e-mailing this morning with him. I think he might be a little gun shy. Did you e-mail him? He might be at church.

shelby74 · Answer

Nope, he emailed me first and I responded this morning - just have not heard back is all.  I know he wanted to concentrate on other things anyway.  I am just being a worry wart!  I am sure he is fine.

Tim2H · Answer

He is doing fine. I just got a whooping. j/k

Tim2H · Answer

I am going to e-mail him right now.

shelby74 · Answer

Thank you for the update!  Puts my mind at easy.

((((Tim))))

Tim,Shelby,MJ,and all LOL on the flushin

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