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End of Day 5.

by FLaddict, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
Well I worked today. Wasn't too bad but I did get tired easy and didn't feel much like talking.. which is a huge part of my job. I hope my brain is working a little better tommorrow.. muscles feel tired. Neck is aching.. But other than that I feel good. I didn't expect to feel this good after the bit of stuff I went through on Sunday.. I am really glad I did the Sub detox.. definately made it easier to work and still get the job of getting off the pills. I only had about 24 hours of real WD symptoms.. and even those (while intense) could have been alot worse.. Getting up today showering, putting on make up and having breakfast I felt like a normal person. Not once did I think of a pill. In fact.. I didn't think of one till my back and neck started flaring at the end of work today. I even forgot to take a clondine til a little bit ago. I did start tapering off those today and hope to not need them in a few days.
I hope everyone is having a good night... remember these is life on the other side.. it may seem scary but it feels good when you get there.
Member Comments (9)

by LIZZIE LOU, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
To: FLADDICT
YOUR STORY...IS SUCH AN INSPIRATION TO OTHERS...YOU ARE AWESOME GIRLIE...AND YOU DEFINITELY GET THE "ATTA GIRL" AWARD FROM ME.

STOP...AND THINK BACK ABOUT YOUR LIFE...STARTING IN THOSE "DREADFUL" TEEN YEARS.   LOOK AT WHERE YOU ARE TODAY STEPHANIE.   WHAT A WONDERFUL WOMAN YOU ARE AND WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE YOU ARE MAKING FOR NOT ONLY YOURSELF...BUT FOR YOUR NEW HUBBY TOO.

MY HAT'S OFF TO YOU...:)

HUGGS,
KIM

oops...didn't mean to use caps...:(

by FLaddict, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
To: LIZZIELOU
Its people like you that kept me coming back til I finally got it right.. The support from you and others is what made me believe in myself.  I can only hope that if my mom and I were on better terms that she would be as proud as you are... I know deep down she is.. She is not one for emotions.. As you saw from my wedding pics... she never smiled once..  But its women like you and Yoda and LadySundown that give me the support that I need.. I appreciate that with all my heart, And I will remember that for the rest of my life..


XOXO--S

by shelby74, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
To: Fladdict
Thank you for your update.  Just wanted to let you know that I read them everyday.  I am so happy to see that you are progressing.

There is life on the other side and it is a wonderful life.  Just have to remember how to live it (I am still working on that part).

Take care,

Shelby

by K Todd, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
To: FLaddict - LOL
Hey Steph,

You made me laugh, after you got through decsribing all your back, knee, neck pain etc.."but I feel great" - LOL

It must me the long day ~smiles

Glad to hear the w/d's only lasted a short time!

How much of the Klonopin are you on? Did it help through this process, in helping relieve your anxiety, or was it of litte effect?

Day 5 in the other direction - Way to go Steph!

Lots of Love to You! - I hope you get some rest for that sweet and nice brain of yours! You deserve it..!

Love,

Todd

by Gypsygirl66, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
To: Hey Gal's
Steph- I'm sooo glad to hear that you are doing better. You are as Kim said a "true inspiration". Your story make me believe that someday I will actually be rid of all opiates. I'm so proud of you. "You've com a long way baby" lol. I look garward to hearing more of your adventure in "clean life" and to talking to you on the IM.

Kim- I hope that things are looking up in your world. The last I head Davis had found his way back on the "right path". You have helped me and so many other's you deserve to have thing's going your way. I hope that we can catch up soon.

I have lot's of new about me to tellboth of you so give me a yell when you get the chance. I'm thinking of you both.
God Bless.
M

by FLaddict, Jun 19, 2007 12:00AM
To: KTOdd
I am taking clonidine NOT klonipin.. clonidine is a blood pressure med used for withdrawl symptoms... keeps the blood pressure down so you are not as restless and anxious.. helps alot.... I started taking half 2 a day.. then 1 3x a day while I was in WD.. now I am back to 2 per day and going down this week. They don't like you to stop it without tapering off, can cause a spike in blood pressure..
Thanks for your awesome words...

by K Todd, Jun 20, 2007 12:00AM
To: FLaddict - ohh, Cool..
Hey Steph,

My mistake!  I didn't think you were on Klonopin (knowing it's a benzo), thats why I asked!!!....

I read it to fast, because I was laughing over the first part, that I replied above. LOL,

Thanks for the fill in!

Love,

Todd

by beachtowel, Jun 20, 2007 12:00AM
To: FLaddict
Hi FLaddict,

I'm glad you went back to work and that the worst of your detox is over, its a good feeling isn't it.......cravings are very powerful and even though you think you have it under control the cravings are very strong when they come....go to an N/A meeting, go and talk with a drug conselor keep it going.....
To stop using believe it or not is the easy part to stay clean in recovery is very very hard.......it took me so many trys to get it right.....

Please remember this if you do fall down and use pat yourself off and try again, never stop trying to get your life back.......
I hope you have some support at home and honesty will go along way......the people who truly love you will appreciate you honesty and determination to get better.......remember bad things happen to good people........

Good luck.......

by coastalgirl, Jun 20, 2007 12:00AM
To: Kudos
What a great forum with inspirational women like you  I read all of your posts and sincere encouragement to others and myself, who just joined after admitting my addiction and readiness for help.  You deserve a gigantic pat on the back for your strength and determination - especially enduring this while working.  

God bless you and give you peace of mind, continued focus and joy!
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