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Hey i was just like you, was taking anywhere between 6 - 10 oxys a day for over 4 years....

All i can say to you, is that you have to force yourelf....Tell yourself that you are only going to take 3 a day, one in the morning, one in afternoon and one in eveningEvening primrose.......do this for 5 days or so, then cutCuts and puncture wounds down to 2....then 1.....
This is what i did and i know it is hard to do, but it can be done, you can do this.

Wheni used to wake up in the mornings i would pop a pill, out of habbit. I would also have at least 4 in me by noon.......Set a limit for yourself, make a goal...3 a day, Do whatever you have to, tell yourself that this is all you have is 3 pills..Do you have anyone who knows about what you are going through? If so, maybe give themthe pills and tell them to only give you 3 a day, no matter what. I know this is VERY HARD, trust me...but it will help you to ween off them....

Hope this helps,
Let me know, okay?
Hopeless

I am new to this site and I would just like to offer a word of encouragement to you. I was in your exact place about a year ago and my wife and childrenChild neglect and psychological abuse
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Poison ivy - oak - sumac rash! I could not wean of the OXY'S so I began Suboxone treatment, it has saved my life!! I have been on Suboxone for nearly 7 months and have had no desire or the need to take any more pills. Please, please if you can't get off the OXY's that way, try this therapy. Your familyBirth control and family planning
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I know its a hard  to taper on your own plus being in painAbdominal pain
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Baby feeding patterns . GOOD LUCK!!!!

I also heard alot of great things about the "Sub" i myself haven't tried it, i just made myself quit cold turkey...But for alot of people this Sub seems to work. I was scared to go to my Dr. i didn't want him to know about my problem, cause i lied to him so many times and i felt that if i went to him, he would look at me as if i were nothing but a lier....I hope you can do this, if you can go to your Dr. and be honest with him, he will have some ideas for you as well.

Good Luck
Hope

I am praying for you to find the strength. I had 240 Norco (8 a day) to ween off my habit. They didn't even last me 2 weeks. My personal experience is that weaning will never work "for me". My will power is so much better when i am in full withdrawalsDelirium tremens (WDs). The moment i convince myself to take a couple for the WDs, it is all down hill. That little taste causes a huge desire to have more.  Once i get to a familiar buzz, I can't let it go until bed time. I am currently using methadone to get by. I have actuallly had decent luck with it. I've used it as many as three days-- i just take really small amounts until i don't feel like ****. After 3 days i was able to go half a day without norco and without feeling to crappy. unfortunately, this made me feel like i always had a fall backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment. so, now i am desperately looking for inspiration to quit. I am starting to feel like I will have to lose something majorMajor tears
Major-con in my life to finally quit. I have a better life than I ever could've imagined growing up. I know this isn't what you probably were looking for with this post, but it is the truth. Try to go cold turkey and tell everyone you have a really bad fluAmniocentesis
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Hiatal hernia repair. Weaning works for those who are dependent, but not addicted. If you are addicted, it is not going to work.

Quitting cold turkey is an amazing accomplishment, but dangerous as well. The Suboxone gives you the oppurtunity to fix the wrongs that you may have committed during your drugChemical dependence - resources
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Well, its tough isn't it?  Wow!! If you have 30 pills left, and take six seven a day now, start by doing one-less a day from the start, so it wold be: 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, if you want to go that far.  I you done it that way you would have 15 left, When you went c/t. If thats what you plan on doing.  you could even go 5,5,4,4,3,3,2,2,1,1 and be out on the day you quit.  The firstFirst progesterone mc10
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First-progesterone vgs 400 day gives you 5 days of taper, the second give you 10.  I want to say something here. and it might not sound logical, but it seems to be how it works.  Some people want to use every bit they have before they quit, and it seems like its not as easy for some of them, as it is for some one, who has quit before the bottle is quite empty.  I have dome c/t twiceTwice-a-day, once on morphine, and now on my 12day of methadone.  Each time I had pills left when I quit.  When i quit morphine, I had over 100 left, this time I don't know, I put the bottle where it needed to be, and its there.  When i am done, I will ask my wife to dispose of them, and it will be done.  Yes I could always start again, but I won't.  I am done.  Yet it was a comfortComfort tears knowing that if I couldn't have, and started drowning, I could always get backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment to shore, and go backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment, and learn to swim again.  I guess those pills in the bottle, are kinda like a life jacket.  No one wants to use it, but if they have too, its there. This is not to mention the fact that it will give you willpower, from your denial.  If you have none there is no denial, its all pretty much punishment, denial I believe is a very important factorFactor ix complex in building willpower.  

If you can't put it in your mind that you have to quit for the sake of yourself most of all, but for your daughter and familyBirth control and family planning
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I wish you the very best, and I hope that you make the right decision, not only for yourself, but for your daughter, and your familyBirth control and family planning
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If I can be of assiastance please don't hesitate to address a post to me, or enail me at renegade.***@****.

as always,
best of luck, and keep the faith,
Ren

          

Hi there,

I know tapering is rough - personally I could not find the strength in myself to do it.  I had to go c/t.  Since your husband knows your plan though - why don't you give them to him to give to you?  He sounds like a caring man but unless he is/was an addict there is no way he will know what we are capable of and how difficult it is to taper.  Just be straight with him - tell him he needs to put the pills where there is no chance of you getting to them and no matter what you say - he is only to give you this many a day.  I wish you all the best!

Shelby

Thank you all so very much.  I am going for a walk now, take my dog to the park and also take my mind off of these pills.  The support and empathy I have found here have been a God-send.  I know I should give my husband the bottle but I don't want to disappoint him again with my behaviorAutistic behavior
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Temper tantrums the last few days.  I can make it through today and will start fresh tomorrow taking 3, as instructed.  Thank you all.

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So 7 months on sub to avoid a few days of wds that millions of people have gone through. Hmmm. so I should use cigars to stop smokingQuitting smoking
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Sweating - absent twinkies.You need to be on sub to correct your wrongs ? Dont wait to long before you start posting on how to get off the sub, which should be about a 1 week program to begin with

It sounds like you have a wonderfully supportive husband. Maybe you should give the bottle to him and have him dole them out to you. That way it's a team effort and you will be able to successfully taper.
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