Well I am doing pretty well today, I didn't sleep well, last night, but we had storms move in and out all night,  Lots of electricity in the air, with my neurotransmitters like they are, I am sure that there could have been some electric static there effecting me.  I go to the VA doctor this afternoon to get a physical, and a prescription for Chantix.  I will talk more about that later.  I haven't mention it before but I am having problems seeing, and I don't know what it is that is causing it, this was already stared before I went c/t, but seems that w/d has not helped any any, if anything made it worse.  Hopefully I can get some appointments set up to find out what is causing that.  Will be on for a few, and then gone till after six, and into day 13, wow!!

I hope all of you are having as good of day as you, can, I hope you making decisions, will make decisions that will make your life better.  I hope you in the troughs of misery will find peace and comfort.  Most of all I want to thank all of you who have been there for me on this road through hell,

as always,
I wish you all the best of luck, and keep the faith,
Ren