Well today is day 3 off of vics...I have wanted to quit for a very long time..this time is was mostly because my sources ran out til early July. I feel much better today because I tapered
since Saturday. Was taking 10-13 hp's a day - I drank juagurbombs tonight & smoked a little. But seemed to help.
I am not really craving..just trying to remember how low I was at the end. I was ALWAYS chasing that oh so famous buzz.
Today was first day back to work after calling off for 3 days. It was pretty easy because we were slow & got to leave early. Did play cards...was first one out & came strait here!!
This is truley giving me hope to now there is life at the end of this. I feel liek a horrible wife, I have no kids, just recently married. Husband has no clue about this demon. Feels good to come clean about it at least in words...