Hi guys, how is everyone doing? Been a few days, Sorry i haven't been posting just have alot going on here. Anyway just wanted to let ya all know about the other night, Saturday i posted and was asking for help cause i slipped again, took 5 hydros...Well i didn't have the courage to flush them that night like i was told to do, but yesterday i ended up flushing half my bottle, this is all i could bring myself to do, I had 90 of them so i still have like 38 left, i took 2 yesterday, one in the morning and one before bed last night. My goal for today is to flush the rest or at least half of whats left. This is so hard but i am trying my best.

I was also going to tell my hubby that i started taking again, but still haven't done that yet either, he is so proud of me and keeps telling me everyday how much this means to him that i just up and quit c/t. I am finding it very hard to tell him the truth, but as soon as i can get the courage up this is my next step.

I miss all of you so much, i need to keep posting everyday this helps me stay focused. I have an appointment today at 1:00, but other than that i will be here off and on all day and tonight i will be here alot...Hope i get to talk to all my friends, Mj, Shelby, Lisa, Ionote, Tz, Tim, Todd, Emily...ect. God i miss yappin'

Okay gotta run for now, i will look for you all later. Got a funny story to tell you all too...LOL...Remember all the blond jokes last week that were being posted on here, well i got one to tell you all, and it's not even a joke it really happend...And OMG it's a GOOD ONE...

Talk 2 ya later

xoxoxo
Hopeless