hey, i'm just tossing this out there, but perhaps these are psychologicalChild neglect and psychological abuse issues (all the symptoms you mentioned very much can be, btw...)

have you ever considered any type of therapy?

i can only speak from personal experience, but a number of things you just mentioned changed DRAMATICALY for me when i went to see a therapist a number of years ago.

it was the best gift i ever gave myself.

as i said, just tossin' it out there...

warmly,
mj

Can u get the doc to prescribe ATIVAN???  i REALL WORKS IN TIME LIKE THESE///

hey!  I know how hard it can be, and the firstFirst progesterone mc10
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Thanks for the replies.  They are greatly appreciated.  I guess I may have been looking for more difinitive answers from people who may have had similar alcoholAlcohol and diet
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