You got all that right!I hope he got to read the posts.if i were in his shoes i know i could have used that support.it was so cool.i went to feed my cat and think about what to say and the post was gone.Thanx MH

hey guys, i just wanna give ya the flipside - i know a couple of people on here that were really rattled by today, so assuming Steve read it all, well, maybe it was wise to be taken down.

as well - does anyone see the irony of a bunch of us addicts telling these medical professionals what is best here?

don't get me wrong - i'm NOT saying anyone is right, or anyone is wrong - i'm just givin' ya the flipside, is all...

honestly, i am on the fence, so you don't need to convince me...

-mj

Doing Great, Just glad we are in communication again!!  I swear I miss U!!!

I hope u are doing Well!!


C

Yea. miss u 2 bro.I was so good until i had this last surgeryAbdominal wall surgery
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   How's work?I miss the roof like you wouldn't believe.loosing a lot of money.can't even go on a decent vacationVacation health care this year.I should be at the beach right now.@#$%$^&&

WE WILL TALK LATER!\

c

NIGHTY

You guys crack me up. I hope the cat is found and you both can sleepCentral sleep apnea
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Sleep well both of you.....LS

I know that I am going to take some heatBabies and heat rashes
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Although, it may seem that leaving that post up could be beneficial to some. It has the potential to cause great harm to many also. That post was very disruptive in the sense that it already left everyone that read it feeling helpless, just like anyone else that reads it will end up feeling helpless also. It has no therapeuticAbortion - elective or therapeutic value, except to Steve. Who hasn't contacted us to let us know that he is okay. If he had said that he was "having suicidal thoughts" and wanted advice, ya know, reaching out. That would be a different story, but he said that he had a 357mgn and that he was going to end his life. That he would read a few posts, but he had made his peace with God and wouldn't be backBack pain - low
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I have to agree with Med Helps decision to remove his post, they could have left the response's, but his post upset a great deal of ppl.
I myself am having a very difficult time with this. I lost my beat friend and another very close friend to suicideSuicide and suicidal behavior. I was the last person to have a real conversation with my best friend and the very last person to speak to my close friend before both their deathDiscussing death with children
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God Bless,
Gypsy

Your post makes sense. I was so all consumed worried about Steve yesterday and it's almost 4:am now and the firstFirst progesterone mc10
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I think we are all very vulnerable, and yes indeed that was some real s***.

Steve if your reading just a tiny  hello or something to let us know you got through it.

I work at the N/A hotline and get suicideSuicide and suicidal behavior calls occasionally, this is a very sensitive area.......

Personally I don't think this is best handled publicly plus there are privacy laws to contend with...

I feel bad from one post that I made here to pregnant women sorry I forgot her name......
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I let my emotions get the best of me so my point had a sharp edge to it.......

They say judges and counselors have to operate without emotion I wonder how that is possible.....if a judge lost his familyBirth control and family planning
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I hope Steve got some help he truly was in a bad place........when someone is talking suicideSuicide and suicidal behavior and is serious about it I don't think people here are qualified to deal with suicideSuicide and suicidal behavior issues.....it could do more harm then good even if not intentional.........I think we should all let this be and move on.............