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Consider yourself very lucky because you are at the stage where pathways in the brain WILL regenerate and you WILL be normal again with all of the blessings you were born with.... just give it some time, have a positive outlook, be happy and giving in your recovery and all will be well.
You might, (just a suggestion), try a supernatural approach to recovery. Try praying to God. Maybe something like, "Father, please come into my heart and let me know that you are here?"
I am Christian and usually don't tout that too much around here, but I did feel led by the Holy Spirit to do so in this case.
Blessings to you.
Jim
Well I used to smoke weed (2g) a day for 2 years. I thought I was addicted but thc addiction is a mental lie. Fortunately.
The paranoia forced me into believing it was laced. The thing about weed being laced is typically it doesn't profit the seller solely because you are being weed, not pcp, or any other product. Therefore for the supplier to give you some sort of extra drug would be a loss to him. Especially if he didn't require you to pay more many for some bogus reasons.
You may have smoked weed that had mold in it. I smoked molded weed once and felt much like the feelings you are experiencing. And, like yourself I thought I had smoked pcp or meth. My heart raced and I felt very disorientated.
The comment above me is very passionate and truthful. God heals those who seek it, however you must believe yourself. The more you believe you WILL be back to normal the sooner it will come. Because most of the time paranoia is so strong it can even keep you from feeling normal. Sanity is a full time job, and the world is always changing. However, you aren't. You are the same person. You cannot control what happens to you, however you can control how you deal with it.