How are you doing? Still feeling the wds pretty strong? These few dsys are the strongest in terms of that achy feeling I thnk.
I was off the forum for a few days and was just sitting here reading old posts and read yours. I want you to know that I really am holding you in my thoughts and prayers....I know how difficult this is. You just hang in there and know that this is difficult but not impossible. Also, this is the most important thing in your life right now, its a priority cuz without it you could lose life, health, family, everything.
You have made a wise decision to get clean. You sound like you are very done with the whole mess. Thats a good sign.
Keep posting and hang on, it'll get better.
tzt