i feel you, 60 days here and feel slow most of the time with little interest in anything :(

my guess is that things will get better , but very slowly.


hang in there....

this not encourageing

Day 9 is huge, I could never make 4 or 5 without formal detox... Have you gotten some clonidine and ativan??  that would help a lot!

I'm at 4 daysc/t.I have had that empty feeling too.I had a couple drinks over the last 2 days and i just feel worse.i was warned.Today i am going to an AA meeting.i need some support bad!My familyBirth control and family planning
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Family troubles - resources are kinda enablers.my wife don't like me to drink but goes along with it cuz she knows how rotten i feel.If you need to talk im usually around.good luck and God Bless.Bruce

You know what I feel like you too being clean is boring...But I know that will change and already is now I am able to remember things, talk to people and sometimes make sense. And I don't have to worry about some chump doctor suddenly growing a conscience and saying I am worried about the narcoticsDrug abuse you are taking I think you need to stop so I can't prescribe anything for you..Well gee whiz Doc whats different today from last week??? And all the other fun s**t that goes with using this c**p..But most importantly I know that in a month or two or six or twelve it will only be a memoryMemory loss
Mental status tests..And life will be good again for me it means changing things about myself that were part of my addictive thinking..Otherwise I will regret being clean the rest of my life and that is no fun..Go to some meetings and be serious about your walk you will get their...a-wakan

Well maby i was bitching too much, i odnt feel sickSick sinus syndrome just mentaly shity. Im going to my buddys to watch the UFC fight after hearingAge-related hearing loss
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peace

It took me 13 months to start feeling normal again.....

my sleepCentral sleep apnea
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Sleep well is to keep myself very busy.......and tire myself out........

I still get cravings but there much easier to deal with plus I now know how to deal with them..........

Toronto did you think just by quitting using everything would be fine.......

It does not work that way........

Your fight has not yet begun, cravings will hit you very hard and you may even fail and fail again..........but look how you feel right now...........your addictionDrug abuse and dependence is what put you here..............

There is greenGreen tea grass on top of the hill but firstFirst progesterone mc10
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First-progesterone vgs 400 you must climb the hill......

wow,it didnt take me long at all to feel normal again. the firstFirst progesterone mc10
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First-progesterone vgs 400 week it was a meeting a day no matter how sickSick sinus syndrome i was,then it was 90 meetings in 90 days but i dont think anyone who truley wants to stay clean does 90 in 90,,i did about 300 meetins in those 90 days and the obsession was lifted. i didnt even think about drugsChemical dependence - resources
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You are right where you are supposed to be.  Using was a full time job, so to speak.   Read about recoveryRecovery position - series.  Please do this, it will help so much in the long run.  You don't want to have to do this all over again some day.   I can only tell you this, I lived for 19 years completely drugChemical dependence - resources
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First-progesterone vgs 400 2 or 3 years, using rarely crossed my mind.   I mean imagine, I was a full on heroinDrug abuse addict and I had weeks go by where I never even thought about using.  Your mind and life eventually gets filled with other stuff.  

My firstFirst progesterone mc10
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First-progesterone vgs 400 90 days I had to keep busy.  I had to read anything I could get my handsHand or foot spasms
Hand tremor on about recoveryRecovery position - series cuz getting clean is only part of the picture.  Staying that way is a whole other thing.   I surrounded myself with people who had the same goal by staying involved with a support group.  

I can only say what worked for me.  When I stopped doing some of these things to maintain my recoveryRecovery position - series and then had a backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment injury I ended up backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment on opiates.  My mind was full of what I'd learned over the decades but my body reacts to opiates mindlessly.  It craves more and could care less about what I "know".  

Hang in there and please believe that the feelings of emptiness will soon be gone.   I remember feeling so happy to be alive when I was about 4 months clean.  Up until then it was more of a rollercoaster ride with me just hanging on for dear life.

tzt

yep,,i actually thought that having been a heroinDrug abuse addict i was a "pro" so pills were small time,,no problem for a "pro",,i forgot to tell my mind and body though so they couldnt tell the diff and pills put me right where heroinDrug abuse did,,,,,,,,,,,,,on my kneesAnterior cruciate ligament (acl) injury
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