you know, even people who aren't addicts or former addicts get the "blahs"...

just wanted to remind ya...

warmly,
mj

blah:[ i hate life.

ah roofy... you know, 4 days ctAbdominal ct scan
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i'm sorry honey... need to vent?

-mj

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i have not been to any meetings, but i did go to a few AA meetings about 5 years ago with my buddy who just got sober.  i have to tell you - i thought it was the most amazing, supportive thing i'd ever been to.

alot like here - but with facesFace pain!

we did go to one meeting that was kinda weird (the group) but the other couple we went to, like i said, were really great...

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-mj

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ive had great results with a chiropractor 3 times a week.

slow but effectiveEffective strength cough syrup.

my backBack pain - low
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also my painAbdominal pain
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that's good to hear, justlike you.  i too, see a chiro 3x week for PTPost-traumatic stress disorder; an acupuncturist, blah blah. have been for over 6 mo's..

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but i do know one thing: this is a temporary "fix" until the epi.  if it doesn't work (which i don't even want to put that statement "in the univese").. this is not a long term option (the meds.)  period.  if it takes surgeryAbdominal wall surgery
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Cervical cryosurgery
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Congenital heart defect corrective surgery
Corneal surgery (which all research now, for my condition, says to avoid IF YOU CAN..) but if it takes that, it does.

long term pill use is not an option for me anymore.  i saw what it did to me.. i stopped livingAdvanced care directives...

anyway, that's my story... :-/

-mj