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Your story to Suziq

by benita, May 11, 2007 12:00AM
Suziq I have been reading all your posts and I think you are very inromed about this thing we all have in common ANXIETY. I would love to hear your story on how you started with this.
I also have a lot of Anxiety and I am taking 50 mgs of Zoloft, I satrted 4 years ago with a very deep Postpartum Depression with a Panick attack the day I returned from the hospital with my baby.
I went to 7 doctors, and nobody could tell me I had a panick attack, so I thought I was very sick, until 3 month after my daughter was born I went with a doc. that gave me zoloft and clorazepam and I started to get better. After 1 year I tried to stop taking the zoloft gradually as my doc. told me and it started the nightmare again. so I started Zoloft again. Now I have been taking Zoloft only for 4 years and when I have a little concern I get VERY ANXIOUS.
I am 39 Yrs. Old and have a beautifull life but still I cant get over this anxiety. Will I ever stop taking meds?
Please tell me your story and post me your comments.
tyvm
Benita
Member Comments (8)

by suzi-q, May 11, 2007 12:00AM
To: Benita
Thank you for your compliments!  I could go on and on, but it would be too long, so I will try to make is short!

I was about 28 years old when it started. (I am 40 now)  I was feeling very shaky but was trying to ignore it.  I then passed out in church and ended up in the emergency room..It ended up I was dehydrated (from a tanning salon, most likely!) Well, blood levels were off and it sent me into a tailspin...it was like, all of a sudden I thought I was dying of EVERYTHING!  I had lots of anxiety and terrible headaches.  I thought I had HIV (no reason to think so!), Brain Tumor, MS, Lupus....I went to a hemotologist, nuerologists, ENT doctors, Opthamologists, Allergy doctors....I had CAT scans, an MRI, EEG scan on my head, every allergy test known to mankind, bloodwork up the wazoo!  Thank goodness everything was negative and I was healthy.  (Even though I still thought I was terribly sick).  I didn't want to and at times I couldn't leave the house...I would just cry...I had no relief from the headaches or anxiety for 6 months straight.  One day I was at work in the middle of a massive anxiety attack.  Another teacher came into my classroom and I confided in her.  She gave me a phone number and told me to get "help"..she went through the same thing many years before.  I then got into therapy and started on Paxil and Klonopin..I was doing pretty well and then both my parents passed away about 4 months apart when I was 33.  Well, massive anxiety and depression again..of course it was the most difficult time of my life.  My doctor upped my meds and added buspar which helped tremendously.  Since then, I have gotten married, adopted a daughter from China (even travelled there-17 hours one way!)  and have managed my anxiety for the most part.  I haven't tried to come off any meds yet...not ready to..I still battle will some anxiety attacks and anxiety symptoms..but for the most part I feel pretty good. I have purchased the Linden Method (haven't done it yet) in hopes to relieve myself of all anxiety one day and be able to get off meds, but it has to be in my time...Thank you for interest!!!  Hope I didn't bore you!!!!

by 396SS, May 11, 2007 12:00AM
I have to be quick since I'm at work - but I was on Zoloft for about 1.5 yrs I think and I liked it, but this winter it was like it wasn't working anymore.  I wanted to try Cymbalta, since I have neuropathy and it is supposed to help pain.  At first, I felt MORE anxiious, but now it is leveling out.  Still, I get anxiety, so I think we need to keep in mind that our little pills aren't the total answer.  We need to exercise (arrrgh), eat right (double arrrrgh), get good sleep (if we can) and keep up with counseling.  All that stuff.  I have been trying to make myself sign up for a meditation class but I keep putting it off.  Anyway, maybe you need to try something new.  My husband took 100mg of Zoloft and it was very helpful for him.  He was much better and stayed on 100mg for about 1.5 yrs also.  Talk over with your doc:)  

by benita, May 11, 2007 12:00AM
Suziq thanks for your comments I hope we can all be all right but I think we have to work hard to feel healthy, like excercise diet and a talk therapy.
Now I am in a lot of stress because I am moving to another house and I started with eyes and face pains (strange dont you think) so the first thing I did was to check it up in the internet and guess what I found ???? MS so now I have that on my mind. Do you think anxiety can cause this strange pains?.
I loves th hear your story I would like to hear more details if you like.

by suzi-q, May 14, 2007 12:00AM
To: benita
Thank you for your comments...please ask any questions that you like...I will be happy to answer.  It helps me to know that I can help someone else by sharing my experiences...

Ohhh....the dreaded MS......i am sure that what you are experiencing is related to anxiety.....please try not to focus on MS symptoms....all of a sudden you will have those symptoms....It's amazing what our brains can do! You need to try to get all that negative energy and turn it positive...If you can make yourself physically sick, can you imagine how great we can also make ourselves feel if we use that energy in a good way????  I keep trying and I want you to try too!!!

by Raine9, May 14, 2007 12:00AM
To: suzi-q
Sorry to read about your parents, WOW that is rough. My father died of cancer when I was 17.  But also glad to read that you are doing better.  

I also read about the "Linden Method", could you keep us posted and let us know how it works out for you?  Thanks.

by suzi-q, May 14, 2007 12:00AM
To: Raine
Thank you for your post...yes it is tough...I often wonder how I got through it...I am sure you understand. As, you know, it is so hard to lose a parent.  

Yes, I really have to make time to read The Linden Method and follow it.  I have a two year old at home and by the time I get home from work, make dinner, play with my daughter and put her to bed...I USUALLY AM FOLLOWING HER!!!!!!  I have also promised TANS I would report on it...and I PROMISE TO READ IT SOON!!!

by benita, May 14, 2007 12:00AM
To: suziq
Suzi it is incredible how the mind works when I looked for MS it said that the legs get very jelly like and the day I read it it started to get mt legs weak. So I called my Pshic and he told me to stop looking in the internet for illneses and that he knew me very well and that I dont have MS, (hope he is right)
Why are we looking for bad things we might have and why we dont trust our doctors?

by suzi-q, May 15, 2007 12:00AM
Its the nature of the beast.  Anxiety will grab hold onto any thought, no matter how irrational it may be, and we TRULY believe it!!!  I wish I knew why!
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