i wanted to see how each of you are doing..fancy,im so sorry your still having problems...believe me darlin,i know it sucks rotten apples so very bad...i do miss all of you so much,im just so tired of always having to complain and what not,and it seems like one day things are ok,and the next,something new happens and knocks me back down..on the up side,my incision is getting smaller,and the tunnel is finally closed,now if the infection would go away!MRSA is a evil evil infection ill tell ya.i think about you all dailey..i have tried a gazillion times to go onto the msn board,and i dont know what has happend,but it absolutly will not let me..anytime i try to go to it,all i get is a blank screen,and i have no idea why..i see the surgeon tomorrow for a post-op visit from my surgery 2 weeks ago,and im asking him about the bleeding..yes my gyno is nuts,but,unfortunatly,because of insurance,i cant get another one..im so sick of his nurses and such telling me how worried he is about me,and how he thinks about me all the time.thats just bootie.he probably does think about me,thinks about how he can avoid a lawsuit..micki,your so right about the shinny car and the golf clubs,however,id like to hit him upside his head with one of them.lol..hows dawn doing,ive not talked to her for quit some time either.i just feel so out of touch with everyone,and here i am,dealing with a complex mass again..at this point,i dont know if im jus pissed off enough to fight back with all my might.i feel so old at this point.i sure thought that my hysterectomy was the start to a better life i was wrong