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Sounds like a real mess! You could benefit from a comprehensive evaluation which addresses the issues of pain management, narcotic dependence, suicidality and your relationship to the physician who has been treating you. If your doctor cannot recommend a good facility, you might try contacting the local medical society, your insurance company, or the American Society of Addiction Medicine (http://www.asam.org) to locate Addiction Medicine programs or specialists in your area.
Get good help as soon as possible, and hang in there, you can get through this.
DrSteve