hi kara,hows it going?im a 43 year old mail that did a whole lot of everything from the time i was 14 till the time i was 25. backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment then we robbed drugstores and shot just about everything-desoxynDesoxyn
Desoxyn gradumet,preluden,nembutalNembutal
Nembutal sodium,desbutal,dilaudidDilaudid
Dilaudid-5
Dilaudid-hp,demerolDemerol hcl,---i mean i did a whole lot of everything and also didnt eat properly,usually got down to bout 120,i weigh 160 normally.i caught a case (burglary of phamacy) and due to a good lawyer and god i guess i got probation and was stipulted to cenikor,a 3 yr ,very difficult behaviorAutistic behavior
Behavior - unusual or strange
Bulimia
Hyperactivity
Suicide and suicidal behavior
Temper tantrums modification program. i thought my brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor was completely shot. gradually it changed, i got used to it, and quit worry so much about it.without a doubt there was some changes with regard to my anxietyGeneralized anxiety disorder
Separation anxiety
Stress and anxiety level,memoryMemory loss
Mental status tests, visionBlindness
Color vision test
Lasik eye surgery
Normal vision
Photophobia
Refraction test
Scar revision
Vision - night blindness
Vision problems
Visual acuity test(slight patterns when looking at certain types of objects,and spatial relationships.it worried me,drove me crazy, etc. however be somewhat of a realist i knew i could shoot no more dope and i attacked it with ,exersize,meditation,dietAge-appropriate diet for children
Alcohol and diet
Balanced diet
Cholesterol and diet
Chromium in diet
Dash diet
Diabetes diet
Diarrhea in children - diet
Diet - calories
Diet - cancer treatment
Diet and disease,etc.i read a lot. i quit smokingQuitting smoking
Smoking - tips on how to quit
Smoking and copd (chronic obstructive pulmonary disorder)
Smoking and smokeless tobacco
Smoking hazards and the anxietyGeneralized anxiety disorder
Separation anxiety
Stress and anxiety level diminished some.a person who is very anxious definetly can give off the apperance of brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor disfunction.(perhaps it is brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor damage of sorts,but it can be treated).when i was busy at work i did better than when i was off,due to lesss time to think about it.i quit worry about it and noticed some slight changes---we're talking about years here.but what is the alternative?at seven years clean i had to get a job that required me to deal with people and not freak them out with my gaze aversion,distorted facialFacial paralysis
Facial tics
Facial trauma expressions,and what they call phsychomotor dysfunctionBasal ganglia dysfunction
Carpal tunnel syndrome
Causes of sexual dysfunction
Chronic fatigue syndrome
Dysfunctional uterine bleeding (dub)
Ear barotrauma
Erection problems
Female sexual dysfunction
Femoral nerve dysfunction
Orgasmic dysfunction
Sciatica. i went to a neurologist and he tried me on periacton(a strong antihisamine)which didnt help me at all.this was in 1988 and they werent using the SSRI for anxietyGeneralized anxiety disorder
Separation anxiety
Stress and anxiety. i think they may help some .not me very much though.he then prescribed me 1 mg xanaxXanax
Xanax xr twiceTwice-a-day a day. that drugChemical dependence - resources
Chemotherapy
Drug abuse
Drug abuse and dependence
Drug abuse first aid
Drug allergies
Drug induced hypertension
Drug rash on the back
Drug rash, tegretol
Drug signs and teenagers
Drug-induced hypertension definetly completely eliminated the anxietyGeneralized anxiety disorder
Separation anxiety
Stress and anxiety and actually changed the way my thoughts were processed and visionBlindness
Color vision test
Lasik eye surgery
Normal vision
Photophobia
Refraction test
Scar revision
Vision - night blindness
Vision problems
Visual acuity test,etc.remmember,i had been clean(drugsChemical dependence - resources
Chemotherapy
Drug abuse
Drug abuse and dependence
Drug abuse first aid
Drug allergies
Drug induced hypertension
Drug rash on the back
Drug rash, tegretol
Drug signs and teenagers
Drug-induced hypertension and alcoholAlcohol and diet
Alcoholism
Alcoholism - resources
Breath alcohol test
Delirium tremens
Fetal alcohol syndrome)for seven years at this time.doctors are very hesitant to prescribe that type of drugChemical dependence - resources
Chemotherapy
Drug abuse
Drug abuse and dependence
Drug abuse first aid
Drug allergies
Drug induced hypertension
Drug rash on the back
Drug rash, tegretol
Drug signs and teenagers
Drug-induced hypertension on a mainanence plan.it is very risky and dangerous,nut i was desperate.i was as close to normal as i had been in years.i added prozacProzac
Prozac weekly later and for seven years was extremely productive in my job-wasnt afraid of people-and people no longer seemed uncomfortable in dealing with me.in 1995 i had nasalAllergic rhinitis
Juvenile angiofibroma
Nasal anatomy
Nasal biopsy
Nasal congestion
Nasal cpap
Nasal discharge
Nasal fracture
Nasal mucosa
Nasal mucosal biopsy
Nasal polyps surgeryAbdominal wall surgery
Before and after corneal surgery
Brain surgery
Carotid artery surgery
Carotid artery surgery - series
Cataract removal
Cataract surgery - series
Cervical cryosurgery
Cervix treatment - cryosurgery
Congenital heart defect corrective surgery
Corneal surgery and recieved 30 7.5 mg hycodanes for painAbdominal pain
Abdominal pain diagnosis
Alternative medicine - pain relief
Ankle pain
Anterior knee pain
Back pain - low
Bone pain or tenderness
Breast pain
Causes of painful intercourse
Chest pain
Chronic pain - resources.i had done so well managing the bezodiazapines for all those years i thought i could do the same with vicodan.within 4 months i was on methadone and shooting 60 dollars worth of heroinDrug abuse.i fixed for about three years went to treatment a number of times and as of today have some clean time and am optimistic about my chances.i am on methadone and am about to switch over to orlamm monday. my thinking is radically different than the firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 time i had soberd up.it depresses me alot at times. when im thinking right i remmember ive seen this movie before and that getting into recoveryRecovery position - series and time will make life tolerable again. the main one of the two is time. really all you have to do is dont drink or use,follow a wholistic plan of livingAdvanced care directives that you can find in any recommended book and wait.its going to take a long time before it gets radically better,it did for me anyway--might be faster for you...i for sure dont recommend the benzodiazapines till you have been clean for a long,long time.thanks for listening to me but i should have a phd in the stinkin thinking regarding brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor damage.....e-mail me sometime-------frank t./dallas/43 y/o





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