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Can I become addicted to painkillers at this rate of use?

by easyone, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
I have had to take vicoprofen for back and knee pain since August, 2001.  I have taken one pill 4-5 times weekly.  In September of this year, I had a total knee replacement.  Since that time I have taken first percocet, and then lortab for pain.  I currently have to take one lortab-10 almost daily.  On very bad days I have to take two pills.  I am concerned about becoming addicted not due to the amount of medication that I have to take, but due to the amount of time that I have been taking them.  I am very careful not to take the medication until the pain is such that it occupies my entire focus.  Since September, I have had a few days where I could manage the pain without any medication.  I guess my question is, am I at risk of becoming addicted when I only take the medication as described?  When I am able to go a day or two without the meds, I feel better overall so I am not experiencing any withdrawal symptoms without the medication.  When the pain gets so severe, I have to take the meds to take the edge off the pain to function.  Unfortunately, the pain medication also affects how I feel overall and while it does provide some relief for the pain, it makes me feel generally bad otherwise.  I have been taking prescription pain medication for 16 months now, and don't know how much longer I'll need it.  I just don't want to create a bigger problem than what I'm already trying to manage.
Member Comments (26)

by Bodymechanic, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
I do not think you will get addicted at your dose and frequency.  Research has consistently shown that addiction is fairly uncommon.  We here are the acceptions to the rule.

by teeitup, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
To: Easyone
I have been on Vicoden ES for 6 years due to a rare vascular disorder and sports injuries. As you I only took 2-3 a day and no more. I recently had hand surgery and was taking 6-8 a day for three weeks, probably only needed 3-4. Guess what, when I tried to cut back, bam withdrawals.



As you read through all the post and see stories of how many some people take you might think well I'm not addicted I don't take that many. For me there was a fine line I crossed and it cost me. I will have to take something as you or I can't function. So I made myself a promise I will not take more than 1 a day unless something is bad wrong. So far its day 7 and I've stuck to it and not taken any extra just because I hurt a little.



I wish I could not even take 1 but for me that's no option. Read the forum, make yourself a commintment and stick to it.



I played golf today for the first time in 5 weeks after my surgery and shot a 77 and did not take an ES. It was the first time in my 17 years of playing I did it without smoking, drinking or taking something. I'm not going to lie, after nine holes I was suck'n egg's and if I had brought one I would have taken it.



Without this forum I would not have had this minor accomplishment. Thank you all!



Teeitup!

by thankyou, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
I feel I have finally found a place to feel safe to talk about my problem.  Thank you for having this forum to talk.  I have been reading statements for hours.  My life has been filled with on rx after another.... it is time to stop.... I thought dying was the only answer until I looked into my son's face.  No one in my family knows my secret..... thats all I can talk about today...

by Rex1, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
To: Thankyou
Everyone here was where you are now at one time. You have taken the first step.



We will be here when you are ready.



Rex

by teeitup, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
To: thankyou
Welcome, when you feel comfortable find as many friends and family as you can trust and tell them you need their help. You'll be surprised at how many all ready know you have a problem and don't know how to confront you about it. I thought I was keeping a secret too, wrong they new.



Read the forum when you can and it will help give strength you did not think you had!



Many people here are willing to give you personal email addresses if you'd like. Just ask and you'll be suprised how many are willing to help.



Good luck!

Teeitup!

by lifeisbetter, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
To: Thankyou and pillhell
Thankyou and Pillhell, believe it or not you help me. I remember feeling like I had nothing to say and that nobody wanted to hear about my problems. I felt worthless and humiliated all the time. If your feeling that way don't. The concept of one addict helping another is a brilliant one. When you post about your life every word you say could have come from my mouth. You help me remember where I was. In return I hope that I can help give you a little bit of peace. I know how hard it is to believe that life is livable without these pills. I just knew that I was condemned to a life of misery with or without the pills. I look back now and see how much time I wasted due to the fear of withdrawel and then living without them. I detoxed sooo many times off of vic's then percs and Oxy's. I always went back because the chemical depression that comes after you stop felt so overwhelming I had no choice but to use. THAT IS ONLY BECAUSE I NEVER GAVE IT ENOUGH TIME! I started to feel "normal" after 3 weeks and really good by 5 weeks. Where your standing that seems like forever but from where I'm standing it is only a second in time. Don't get defeated, when they say don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle happens, you have no idea how profound that statement is. How many miracles have you let go by? I'm going home to 3 miracles right now, my children.

by Oxy2, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
Taking meds as directed should not get a person addicted...correct? I have been taking the pain meds the doctor has been prescribing for almost 5 years. Started with Hydro 7.5s then progressed to Oxycontin 40 mg 3X a day. Now 5 yrs. later I am taking 80mg 3X a day with 10mg IR as needed. (20 or 30 mg a day) So now I take over 250 mg of Oxy a day or in percocet terms 50 5mg percocets a day! I hold down a great job and only one person at work knows about the meds I take. Of corse everyone knows I have medical problems and have trouble walking... The point of my post is that even those of us that take our meds as directed will have to face the overwhelming pain of withdrawl!! So call it dependent or call it addicted, a person in withdrawl from 250mg oxy a day will care little about lables! I do not know if I will ever pain free enough to stop the meds but I hope the doctor will plan a long slow taper! When I read how some of the people on the site have the strength to go CT I have to admire their will power and resolve! I have only posted here a few times but when I do I almost always have someone tell me that because I use my meds as directed that maybe I do not belong here on this forum. Maybe I dont understand addiction like many here do but I do understand what it is like to have my life ruled by drug!

by Nod, Dec 20, 2002 12:00AM
To: Thank You
Like that name!  Your on track when you talk about secrets.  That's our (addicts) downfall.  Our secret little pill world where we can get away from "it" for a while.  Unfortunately its a spiral downward as we sink deeper and deeper into it's grasp.



I have gone from heavy use to clean for months, then back again, on and on.  For me it will be a lifetime battle. But this forum has helped me 1) realize I'm not alone 2) People do care 3) There is a way to fight and win your life back  4) Never give up!



Right now I'm on the use after 5 months of clean.  My world is go to work with 1 pill in my pocket and struggle through the day (need my wits about me at work,) then as soon as I get home - bamm --- 70-100mg hydro and I'm away from "it."  Away from what I don't know, that's my struggle.  I hate me right now.  Like most I'm trying to figure out what "it" is.  I pray I will someday figure it out before it does me in.



Anyway, welcome! Your amoungst people who understand.

Nod

by galawyer, Dec 21, 2002 12:00AM
Hello all



This is Day 3 of no oxycontin.  I was taking 160mg since August of last year.  My doctor decided, suddenly to discontine writing prescriptions for me.  I was frantic - especially reading all the post about how painful withdrawal can be.



The first day after the ANOUNCEMENT from the doc, I tapered down to 80mg.   Then 60 mg.  Then 20mg.



I feel pretty good, expect its hard to go to sleep.  I haven't had any problems.  



There is hope and the angels watch over all of us.



Peace

by teeitup, Dec 21, 2002 12:00AM
To: Oxy2, Nod, Lostinga
Oxy2 - As you I use hydro for medical reasons and will for life. Yes you do belong here, call us long term low dose users what you will but I need this forum to help me "use" not "abuse".



Nod - I like the term "it". Keep riding the roller coaster, I think it will be a lifetime battle for most of use.



Lostinga - Good job on cutting back!



Teeitup!

by hippy, Dec 21, 2002 12:00AM
To: nod
nod , your post touched my soul.

i can relate to everything  you wrote.

all i can say is never give up hope.

we have all been through hell and more.

but life is always renewing itself.

things change. it will get better.





peace

by pillhell, Dec 21, 2002 12:00AM
To: thank you
Like many others already stated-YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!I completely understand about your family.My family doesn't know either.I've been trying to get clean for years now.My family definately would NOT be supportive.I have two miracles(my kids)who are the reason i go on.Who are also the reason I have to get clean.I have been using this forum for months now.It really does help!There are so many caring people who definately been in your shoes,and still are.Sometimes I write,sometimes I just read.When your ready to post you will.Until then keep reading it will help.Good luck to you.god bless.

by hippy, Dec 22, 2002 12:00AM
To: thank you
hey there, very nice to see you writeing ,

mentioning your child shows you are doing

better than you give yourself credit for.

caring about another human being is love.

by the way i love you handle  -thank you-

that is my daily mantra it reverberates

in my mind all day long.

im sure reading all the post is helping

more then you know.



peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by thankyou, Dec 22, 2002 12:00AM
To: PILLHEAD HIPPEE TEEITUP
THANK YOU GUYS!!! I DIDNT THINK TO READ IN THE OTHER AREAS OF THIS FORUM.  I ONLY READ FROM WHERE I POSTED... I HAVE BEEN JUST TALKING TO REX... NOW I KNOW HOW THIS WORKS..  MY BRAIN AND BODY FEELS LIKE MUSHED OATMEAL..... I KEEP TRIPPING DROPPING THINGS AND I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH CHRISTMAS... ALL I KNOW IS I HAVE SUPPORT HERE, THE LOVE OF MY SON AND I NOW KNOW THE ONLY WAY MY LIFE WOULD OF TURNED OUT IS JAIL OR DEATH.  I HAVE READ SOME THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE BEING CAUGHT WITH FAKE SCRIPTS AND OTHER STUFF.... BETWEEN*^%##$^&*(* MY BODY AND THE POSSIBILITY OF GOING TO JAIL... IT AINT WORTH IT...DRUGGEN HAS @@#$%^&*() UP MORE LIVES.  I WISH EVERYONE A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND HAVE MADE A COMMITMENT TO BE HERE EVERYDAY..  I WOULD APPREICATE IT IF ANYONE WANTS TO TALK ON EMAIL... I NEED A PERSON TO BE ACCOUNTABLE TOO... THANKS MY EMAIL IS ***@****  EVERYONE KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!! KIM

by teeitup, Dec 22, 2002 12:00AM
To: thankyou