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Week three is complete, with one more to go!
Everyone needs to be especially tough during the next week when the stress will be high, and the temptation strong.
What a "New" year it will be.
Way to go everyone!!!!
Rex
How is everything? I have 9 days opiate/drug/alcohol free today! Every day that passes gives me a little bit of myself and my life back. I hope everyone receives the same christmas/ New Year miracle that I was givin. Freedom from the opiate madness. I cannot thank everyone here enough for thier support and stories which are a true help.
thank you
flash
thanks and Merry Christmas to all!
Suzie
Suzie - Just enjoy Christmas, don't worry about the set back. You'll do it!
teeitup!
The other organ damaged by long-term opiate use is, unfortunately, the brain. Over time, the brain physically changes to adapt to the constant presence of opiates. When the opiates are withdrawn, the brain cannot function normally. This is why so many of us frequently say we are using simply to feel normal. Non-users think we're using the word normal instead of high. But the latest research tells us we are more correct that we could ever know. Researchers compare the brains of long-term opiate addicts to that of stroke victims. Without the continued use of opiates, the long-term addict must struggle as a stroke victim struggles to utilize new neural pathways to achieve a semblance of normality.
I have used opiates contantly for 30, no, 31 years. There is no way back for me. 31 years of changes in my brain cannot be undone by all the 12-step meetings in the world. My doom is sealed by my physiology. That is why, as much as I don't like the idea, I am applying for methadone maintenance. Detox for me is a waste of time. I've detoxed myself 50 times and, each time, there I sit, with a brain that can no longer function without opiates. Time does not heal all things.
I tell this story, probably too often, because for many on this forum, the way back is still open. From the point at which one begins recovery, the great dramas and opportunities of life expand in all directions to infinity. Don't throw away your chance to play a role in the world as I have.
Thomas
I'm planning on going into an inpatient detox soon for a 2 year 80 mg Oxy/100 mg hydro habit. I'm told I'll be on Buprenex, clonidine and maybe librium. I've heard several references to the Thomas recipe and pieces of it but don't know exactley what it is. Can someone tell me where to find it or what it is? Also, is this something I can do while I'm still inpatient or begin once I'm out. I'm looking for all the help I can get.
Thanks for any help and encouragement.
movingon