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My error, the amount of diphenoxylate I'm asking about is 2.5mg tab -- 20 tabs being 50mg (I know you guys can multiply....). So how would 50 mg of diphenoxylate compare with 5 mg of hydrocodone? Thanks -- sorry for the error.
I went to rxlist.com and they show diphenoxylate as a anti-diarrheal medication.
Pepsi4, I wondered if maybe you are in a different country than the USA and it is something else there...
There was someone from Canada and another from Australia and they have different names and different drugs....
My2cents(whatever it's worth)
Tammy
How much were you taking and how long did you relapse and pardon my ignorance, I'm sure you said before but what meds are/were you taking???
I don't have much left and I really, really have no other way to get more so I will be doing what you are now very soon. I think, I am not taking very many but I may go into w/d again.
I have read over and over about how many people relapse and get right back to quiting and learn from the last time and soon one day it will truely be the last one. Don't be too hard on yourself. We are human, we are addicts.....
Did you run out, do you have more, do you have access to more, which demon are you fighting, the one of fear that you have NO MORE LEFT, the one that you have some left and feel guilty that you used and think you will continue to use...or is it the physical w/d that are getting you???
Talk to us, thats why we are here.....
You did good by coming back...alot of people are too embarassed or ashamed or whatever...we have all been there and some of us are still there(me)...
Peace to you...
Tammy
I liked Tammy's question about trying to find out which demon you're fighting at this moment...But hell--my guess is, it's all of them....Feeling guilty will drag you down so that you have nothing left to fight the rest of them.. So please PLEASE forgive yourself and jump back up in the saddle. You WILL make it, but not if you give up. We're all here to help and I am so glad you posted today!! Stay in touch--don't close us out--and you'll get through this. Hang in there, babe!! Love, Peaz
I had had enough--enough of the lies, the shame, the wondering where I would get my next rx-So on Dec 16,2002 I went cold turkey and with the help of this forum and the Thomas recipe i made 36 days!--Then it happened I got an Rx filled for 100 zydone plus I had access to some oxycodone--needless to say I have been off to the races for approx 4 weeks abusing whatever I could get my hands on!--I'm worried that the withdrawals will be worse than before (and they were pretty bad)--I do have a few Valium which I think my keep me from losing my mind--I dread the cold/chills/no sleeping for about a week and I think the depression will be worse--I know these thing are only temporary but I can't remember being this afraid--This forum is the only support I have--I have a wonderful husband that just doesn't understand this disease and guess what he's a physician! Just knowing you replied to my plea for help has allowed a sense of calm come over me--All of you are a Godsend--thank you so much!!
Prayers to everyone having to deal with this horrid disease.
thank you all--God Bless you
NEW ORLEANS LADY, Suz read your post and asked me to reply to you for her. Since she can only read in here at the moment and she saw you mention her name in your post, she asked me to pass on a request that you email her. Then she can talk to you that way until she can post in here again. Please use the email address I gave above to reach her. :)
I agree with the posts above this one N.O. LADY. Please do NOT beat yourself up over this. You can beat this I know. I have read your past posts and have seen how strong you are. I know you are gonna be just fine.
peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hippy
thank s again hippi/bodymechnic/vicqueennomore/peaz/and everyone tha thas offered support--it means so much that there are so many people ready to help a stranger--peace and prayers
we can offer each other ,and it is free.
A word of support, a kind response.
a complament goes a long way inhelping another.
Staying positive is so very important for us all.
i know a wealthy realtor friend who has has cancer for ten years
and he has expressed his understanding of the value of staying positive, and how it has kept him alive and also helped with
his pain, he said when he is negitive his pain is increaces
10 fold. While when he is positive his pain is minamil.
This coming from a man who lost his wife to the same rare
form of cancer