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While I'm not a Doctor, (and don't even play one on TV ;-) )
I'd suggest given your situation, you go to an addictionologist for help getting off the oxy's more comfortably. That is what I did. My Doc, an addictionologist, put me on suboxone, with a taper schedule that will be over this week. I'll have been on it a total of three weeks. He says that is enough for the oxy and hydro to get out of my system without getting addicted to the subxone. Suboxone is not totally comfortable to get off of, you will feel extreme lethargy, similar to the lethargy you feel right after the first week of regular cold turkey wds (I know 'cause I've done that a few times too, and yes, it is hell and I knew I couldn't do it again).
Let me also suggest that if you haven't done this yet, find support from other recovering addicts, face to face, in person! Whatever type of meeting works for you, please go for it. For me, NA is helping big time, I can't speak highly enough for it, but I know it is not for everyone. Though for years, I said it was not for me, I was wrong. I was just resisting the help I need. Our problem is so nasty and the addiction is so intense that relapse is all too easy without support. My Doc wouldn't start me on the suboxone until I guarenteed him I was in therapy and going to meetings. He told me I'd be wasting my time and money if I only relied on the suboxone to withdraw.
Just my thoughts, I hope they are helpful. I hope we both, and all of us, get through this!
Now on mprphine I can take 90 mgs a day and function. 60 works real wellfor me too. On Oxy I took the 40's 2 to 3 times a day and it worked good too. I guess I am lucky about having such a low tolerance but I have been on opiodes for over 20 years really. Since 1981 I took my first percodan and have been on something since so why do I have such a low tolerance? I can take 10 norcos a day or about 10 perc 10's a day so why is my tolerance so low as big as I am and as long as I have been on this ****! Thanks Michael! I have been on slow release since October last year, you know Kadian and now Oramorph. Bill
So how is the oramorph? Is it working better for you than the kadian?
I have no knowledge of oramorph, I just remember that you said you needed to discuss your meds with your doc and hopefully switch the dose, or change meds.
I hope it is working better for you.
I also hope life is treating you better these days.
Personally I am on the teeter-totter that you finally got off of. I am not sure whether I will get off soon or put up with it for much longer. Scared...is keeping on. Knowing I would be better off, isn't getting me to walk...
Chezz
I am a little scared now as to the complete stopping of all meds.
I have cut down twice now, I half of what I was taking. Although I am still a little worried how it is all going to work with my feelings and stuff. Due to the deaths in my family and the demise of my marriage that I have stuck it out through.
Time shall tell...
Chezz
I have a court hearing June 5th and I hope to God the judge ends this BS my 'wifegonemad' has started (I promised not to say that and blew it guys) sorry private joke!
But I did stop beating myself up over the addiction/dependence issue. They are one in the same. I just had to get over it, you know? Thanks, Bill
I am glad to see that you feel that way. Some doctors in the past have had me so tore up over taking this **** that I just suffered. Once I learned it was OK for me to be dependant on morphine, my life got sooo much better, thanks MrM!
Through our aquaintances I have figured it out myself as well. For that I have to say thanks!
Chezz
I just wish I had the strenght and options you had to get out of your marriage. I feel stuck. Although I know the options are out there. I quess I am just not strong enough to leave just yet. Especially with the deaths in my family.
It isn't supposed to work this way when you are so young. I wish i had somewhere to move to in transition to starting a new life. I will find it. Just right now, I have to deal with what I am dealt.
I change in my cards when the time is right.
Chezz