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Ultram is a synthetic replica of morphine and works on most of the same areas of your brain. When morphine or any similar pain killer is present, you own natural endorphins (not sure I spelled it right) do not get produced in their normal quantites. Endorphins are your body's natural pain killers, there are actually several pain killers that naturally occur in the body but I'll use endorphins for this explaination.
There are parts of the nerves that are called receptors and when pain killers (Ultram etc.) are taken, your body is tricked into believing that it doesn't need as many receptors as it once did. It also reduces the amount of it's own endorphins because it detects the Ultram and thinks it's overproducing it's own endorphines. If someone is on pain killers for more than 6-8 months their body actually looses it's ability to product it's own pain killers. Therefore, not only do you go thorough withdrawl, you also will be in more pain because your body is not producing it's own pain killers. In normal circumstances, pain killers should be taken only as long as a severe injury is present and then stopped.
OK, enough background, the reason your anti-depressent is not working is because the ultram is one of the best anti-depressents ever created. I can remember taking it and feeling a warm rush from the top of my head spreading downward. It acts like a major rush of endorphins and puts you own cloud 9. The problem is, I now think of that warm rush as the burning up of my own nerve receptors. When the Ultram is missing, your body will crave it because it works for a balance of endorphines but it now has less ability to create it's own.
My advice is to stop taking the Ultram because of all pain killers I've ever taken, it was one of the hardest to quit. I've taken many types of pain killers, Delaudid, Peracet, Darvon, Methadone, Oxycontin ect.. When I stopped taking Ultram, I was up to 12 50mg pills a day.
The longer you use it the longer it will take for your body to get back to normal. I switched from Ultram to Methadone to help with the withdrawl. I took the Methadone for 2 years and finally stopped all together a year ago. They say that the first week off is the worst and it is for the withdrawl symtoms but the depression part can go on for several months before your body gets back to normal. I've finally learned that there are many none narcotic solutions to the pain and depression and I'm happy to say that I now take no prescription medicine at all.
I hope this helps.
Thanks for all the info and I will be praying for all of you and if I can help, let me know. Hang in there and keep posting!
Sandy
Everyone here is great and give great advice!
i tried to kick cold turkey off a 15 to 20 a day vike habit
own my own for about 2 years but the depression was so severe
i went back to the pills in order to function.
this was before i found this fourm.
along with the depression the other major problem was lack of energy, another problem i could not get over on my own.
when i found this fourm i started to learn what was going on
with me, for i was truely in the dark about the withdrawls
symptoms of opiate withdrawl.
when i got here a year and a half ago, it was suggested to me to try to taper down wich i had no sucess with.
I was also introduced to thomas's recipe a group of vitamines
and minerals , i started taking them right away and they helped
me finally get through the depression of cold turkey.
the l-tyrosine and b-6 made me feel a lot better, at the time
i would wake up in the morning and feel like i was 100 years old, the vitamine gave me back my health, i must have been
very deficent in vitamines and minerals.
the receipe helped me with the depression and lack of energy.
and i had a rough 5 days detoxing but then it began to get easier, sleeping was a problem for a month or two.
but my feeling came back and i started to feel joy for the 1st time in a few years. i have been clean for 15 monts now ,
i still take the receipe, tho i cut down on the l-tyrosine.
i have also taken 5htp for depression.
the one thing that i have found very helpful has been
exersize and lots of it ,.
my experence with the depresion from withdrawls was a feeling of fear, the fear of impending doom. also sense of panic.
peace!!!!!HIPPY