Arterial spasm or valve problems
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I suffered with depression for 8 years (after my marriage broke up) and took seroxat(an anti-depressant) for it but had to come off it last august in order to start on 'cordarone(amiadrone)'for the irr heart beat.It was extremelly difficult coming off it but I did it. Unfortunately after about 3 months I had to stop the cordarone because of side effects.The cardiologist who put me on cardarone said it was heavy duty medication given in extreme circumstances, and his last words to me before I left the surgery were ''dont worry I will keep a good eye on you ''. Well, I havent heard from him since. My gp rang him and wrote to him to try to get an app for me but he is impossible to contact. I didnt go back on seroxat because I wanted to gain some control over my body and (mind) but lately I find it increasingly difficult to get out of bed in the morning because the day is such a struggle.Of course I do get up and hide my unhappiness from my children but its becoming more and more difficult. I hope this doesnt sound weird, but its such a comfort to know there are other people out there going through similar stuff to me. Thanks again.
My proverbial heart goes out to you.
When I tried a calcium channel blocker like yours for chest pain, I felt exhausted, depressed and couldn't walk without shortness of breath. I quit the drug and VOILA! I felt better but had to seek further advice on treating my angina.
Like you, I have a history of depression which led my initial evaluators to consider panic, anxiety or psychosomatic syndromes. It was an extremely painful process towards diagnosis because I consider myself smart, pretty and "above" being susceptible to somatization.
Ahem.
The fact is that the mind is closely linked to the body, and the heart is the seat of our emotional link between the mind and the body. Your heart is loaded with neurotransmitters, neuropeptides and other molecules that communicate with the brain constantly and in rapid fashion.
Chronic stress is devastating. I know from first-hand experience, and a lengthy study of the biochemical basis of emotions with my father who is a neuro MD.
I can't believe that Ireland, a deeply religious country doesn't have support networks for single parents facing health-related issues. Do you have support from a church or mothers' group? Can you confide in a local priest or rabbi? (Rabbis will listen whether or not you're Jewish).
Raising two children on your own creates tremendous stress which leads to symptoms like you describe, and increased risk for heart-related ailments. Study after study links depression, lack of community or family support with cardiovascular events.
You've already gotten some good advice here. I would add that you may want to research the words, "Cardiac Syndrome X" or "microvascular disease." When I experienced spasms related to microvascular disease and a leaking aortic valve, I found relief taking a statin (Vytorin), diuretic (Inspra) and folic acid supplement. I also took nitro as needed. I went to the ends of the earth here in the States to find the best treatment for my symptoms, so in a way, you're lucky -- you can benefit from my experience which cost thousands of US dollars.
But I also sought relief in walking daily, changing my diet and developing a "mindful" attitude. I let -- to the best of my ability -- most things roll-off my back. At one point I even gave up building a new home because I recognized that the stress of it was killing me. And that was hard. For you, it may be forgiving someone who caused you much emotional or physical harm.
Find support. Pray or meditate daily. Exercise, (even if it means including your children in your routine). And don't be "a quiet person" when you're discussing your symptoms with your doctor! Be assertive. This is your life, your children's mother we're talking about. They need their mother in every sense of the word.
I hope this helps.
Caroline
As for walking, I do try but,whereas I start out feeling good and filled with hope, by the time I get home (10 min later)Im deflated because the dreaded chest