Development of Panic Disorder/ Too much Klonopin?
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Hopefully what I say will help you in some way. I have been suffering on and off with generalized anxiety since about 1997.
After experience my first panic attack which I can only describe as being the most terrifying experience humanly possible (of which u cant explain what its to like to some one who has not experienced one), it messed me up for some time.
Initially I tried a few types of medication, some of which made me feel worse including sertraline.. I currently take a very small dose of Clomipramine which I have been taking for a few years now.. I only take one 25mg tablet every two days and most times feel like I dont need it.. Its just that after a few days of not taking it I get a kind of fuzzy sensation every now and again in my head.
I think the thing with medication is that some med works well for some people and not for others.. There is also a MASSIVE mind over matter issue with anxiety and medication, to a certain extent the placebo affect. It may have been that you started getting paniccy again because you were aware you were weening of your med.
I have also thought about the "chemical change in my brain" thing but I dont think thats true. I have before explained things like this regarding panic.
Image that in your brain there are many roads to many places of feelings and emotions etc etc. When you experience a panic attack you slip onto a road which most people would never go down. But the terrible experience of that road means its stock in your memory and so more likely that you go down it again..
Does that make sense to you?? I hope so! I'm writing all this as I've had a very rough week with anxiety, not panic attacks but just feeling kind of unreal all the time and not sleeping well. I've been here many times before and know that time and mind over matter is the best healer.. I may well wake up tomorrow and feel a hell of a lot better but we'll see!!
The MD who posted a reply for you is also right in that there is a lot going on here and it would be very difficult to break everything apart. The best way to do this is to find a point of stability on the meds and begin a very slow and proportionate taper of the klonopin.
For more information on the dangers of Klonopin, please visit www.benzo.org.uk I would suggest you read all of the Asthon Manual, which you'll find linked on the left side of the page.
By the way, there is also ample post mortem evidence of permanent brain changes due to long term high dose benzo use. Though no evidence of low dose brain damage exists, it is believed probable,
You really need to stabilize then taper responsibly. Good luck...
I originally started on .5 MG about a year ago and am now up to 2MG. I have only taken the 2MG for a month and am now back down to one. However, I am beginning to feel worse and it's scaring the hell out of me. All I read are horror stories about weening off this drug and I need to know how one does it right? My doctor said after a month, going back down to one MG shouldn't be an issue, but I think it is. Any thoughts? I eventually want off of this stuff.
pete