Withdrawal from Celexa
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My side effects were: At first I lost a ton of weight - 284 to 222 in 8 months. Then it slowly came back now up to 240 and hovering. Went from a 48 waist to 36 and now up to 40.
I had the shakes real bad and it was resolved by the Dr. doubling my dose.
I had NO desire for sex in any way. Since I've been off it I am back to a normal man with natural urges and desires. Don't know about performance as I am single.
I had a very dull outlook on life and work. Nothing seemed important to me. I had no urgancy at all to perform my tasks. I could listen and understand things but, was not on the quick list for getting my job done. I work in a very active type of job supporting thousands and thousands of network circuits and devices. Hundreds of thousands of IP addresses or devices on the network. When I stopped taking it I found a new me. It was refreshing to be back to myself. I did notice that I have a less of a desire to jump into the extreme fast paced life. It's not worth it to do so.
While on the Celexa I had phases of time when I would not be able to sleep. I would just sit up all night. No desire to read, watch tv or anything. Just sat there and watched the wall. Then I would get ready and go to work and pretty much do the same.
While on Celexa I would feel tears rolling off of my face and wonder what was going on. This would happen perhaps 3-5 times a week. I had no violent emotional expressions. Heck I had no emotions some times. But, yet it was like my brain or another part of me was trying to tell me something.
I still have moments of crying but, this time it's with feelings. I am finding that I meet face to face with emotions about issues that I never recognized before. I see the impact of things that go on around me that I have no control over. I think before I would internalize these emotions or close them off. But, now I see them, understand them, understand myself more and I know and understand my limitations better.
While on Celexa I developed a very bad skin irritation on my hands. I still break out in boils under the surface of my skin. I use all kinds of creams to keep it from happening. It happens when I get wrapped up in real tense situations. Usually caused by work. Or the ex starts pulling stuff that will cost me more money. My biggest pull at my emotions is being away from my kids.
While on Celexa I was married and that lasted for 7 weeks. I had a clear mind to think through the situation I was in and found that it would not work. Her children did not accept me. So, I decided to divorce her. During that time I do want to say that my sex life was poor. Celexa really put a hamper on all desires. I ended up taking Viagra and it helped but, even with Viagra it was difficult to maintain an erection. I felt like a misfit in that reguard while on Celexa. As I mentioned before I am single now and off of Celexa so I can not say how the after life of Celexa is.
There are other side effects but those are the ones that come to mind off hand.
So, I've been dating a paramedic. He suggested taking 5-HTP supplement. What is the verdict on this? Good idea? Bad idea? Just don't take anything?
When does this feeling stop? I want to cry. Am I experiencing "normal" side effects?
Another disheartening revelation is the introduction of newer, 'better' antidepressants and the use of marketing in drug companies which often results in a patient who would do absolutely fine on a $10/month prescription for Prozac, while MDs are casually writing scripts for the newest one on the market, which is currently Lexapro or Cymbalta (Ely-Lilley's version of Effexor, a Serotonin and Norepinephrine Reuptake Inhibitor for SEVERE or MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER--MDD).
In the case of Cymbalta, the trial and error period of testing, which took place on the Ely-Lilley campus, resulted in a huge error: a nineteen year old girl with no history of depression was given an unusually large dose. Within the first week or so she hung herself on the premises. Needless to say it took much longer than expected to get this product out on the market. Someone close to me was prescribed this drug by her MD during a routine visit in which she revealed to her doc that she was unhappy with her current job, having a hard time juggling full time school and work with raising a toddler, and not satisfied with the lack of assistance from her husband. Each of those so called symptoms are situational and would be resolved much more efficiently by going to counceling, not by changing the chemistry in her brain. She had an awful time trying to stop taking this drug. At first she stopped suddenly because she hadn't been properly advised by her doctor as to how to go about this, nor had she been given a follow up visit to check on her.
Anyway, sorry for the NOVEL!!
I just wanted to add that I began taking Celexa after my baby was born, switched to Zoloft b/c I couldn't afford Celexa and I could get Zoloft for free through Pfizer Connection to Care program. When I got Medicaid back after the baby's father passed away, I switchd to Lexaprro, and over the course of that time, I have gained over sixty pounds! I have no desire to eat real food, not even pizza or fast food, just an insatiable sweet tooth, which I've never had before, and my metabolism slowed to a crawl. My thoughts are scattered, I can't concentrate, and I hardly ever do things I like to do anymore. My family doesn't recognize me. I'm to afraid to stop taking any of the meds because then I will inevitably feel the grief over losing my fiance when our baby was just a year old.
Jim Carey described it best when he described the feeling of being on antidepressants as, "A low level of despair, but you're still able to smile at the office..."
Peace,
L.