Before I begin this posting I'd like to say that I can't believe that I've found this site. And when I say this site I don't just mean this site, I mean any site to do with
peripheralPeripheral neuropathy neuropathyAutonomic neuropathy
Diabetic neuropathy
Femoral nerve dysfunction
Peripheral neuropathy
Sciatica. Because for the
firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 time in ten years I can recognise symptoms that are exactly the same as mine. When people describe burning tingling sensations and tiredness they are talking about me. For long time I just assumed I had some form of
chronicAcute vs. chronic conditions
Addison’s disease
Anemia of chronic disease
Cause of chronic bronchitis
Chronic bronchitis
Chronic cholecystitis
Chronic fatigue syndrome
Chronic fatigue syndrome - resources
Chronic lymphocytic leukemia (cll)
Chronic lymphocytic leukemia - microscopic view
Chronic motor tic disorder fatigueChronic fatigue syndrome
Chronic fatigue syndrome - resources
Fatigue
Muscle fatigue, and maybe I still do. But it was too non specific in identifying exactly how I felt and my forays into medical diagnosis and treatment consequently yielded nothing. I feel now, not that I have reached the end of the road, but that I have just found the road. I will end my preamble and add the rider that I don't blame anybody if they don't get to the end. I wrote it a few years ago when I was trying to articulate, to myself really, exactly how I felt. As a result it's a bit self indulgent and long winded. (It's actually truncated to about a third it's original length). It is also written in the past tense, but everything is still the same.
Also I'd like to add, in keeping with the
natureNatures tears of this conferennce, that there is an underlying question. i.e. what the hell is wrong with me? What I describe below is an accurate account of the origins of my illness and the progression of my symptoms..
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The
firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 indications I got that something was wrong was in 1990. It was around Easter and I was studying for my final exams. I would start to read and within about 10 or 20 minutes I'd be overcome with an intense tiredness. It wasn't due to lack of
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep. Even in those days I slept a lot. Also the
natureNatures tears of the tiredness was unusual. It wasn't actually an overbearing tiredness but it was focused in the middle of my
headHead and face reconstruction
Head injury
Head lice
Indications of head injury
Radial head injury, like it was
concentratedConcentrated phillips milk of magnesia in the centre of my
brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor. It had a draining effect, forcing me to stop and rest for a while. Within a few minutes the feeling would be gone and I'd feel fine, like nothing had happened. As soon as I'd start again, the feeling would come
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment. It was an uncomfortable sensation and worrying. It was preventing me from studying, which had it's own inevitable consequences. I decided that even with the exams looming I needed to take a break. For about a week I did nothing. Fresh air and
exerciseAerobic exercise
Aging and exercise
Asthma
Benefit of regular exercise
Bone-building exercise
Diabetes and exercise
Exercise - a powerful tool
Exercise - dress appropriately
Exercise and age
Exercise and weight loss
Exercise can lower blood pressure were on the menu. A couple of games of golf, a little bit of swimming, sitting out the
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment garden. I'm a
naturalNatural tears worrier, so I was never completely at ease with this scenario, but at the same time I had no real choice. When I was finished with this period of recuperation therapy and started
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment in to study the problem had not gone away. I could only study in bursts.
PanicPanic disorder
Panic disorder with agoraphobia was starting to set in. At that stage I was more worried about failing my exams than the implications and possible long term effects of what I was feeling. The turning point, of my life, if I can be allowed such a melodramatic emphasis, occurred sometime around then.
I don't know the exact date, but it was late in the
eveningEvening primrose. I can even remember what subject I was studying, Power Electricity. By this stage the focus of the tiredness had moved to the lower
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment of my
brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor. Normally when I start to read or concentrate on anything I can feel a kind of sensation in my
headHead and face reconstruction
Head injury
Head lice
Indications of head injury
Radial head injury. It starts off as a tingling sensation and rapidly develops into a sort of heaviness. It's not an uncomfortable feeling. Perhaps the best way to describe it is like a very slight
headacheCause of headaches
Causes of secondary headache
Cluster headaches
Headache
Headache causes
Migraine
Migraine headache
Migraine with aura
Migraine without aura
Mixed tension migraine
Pain of cluster headache. For all I know it's the same for everybody. One of the reasons I am mentioning it is because I was trying to explain this to a Doctor at one stage and she wouldn't believe me. She was already sceptical about that before I even got on to my main complaint. In any case on this night I had started studying. The sensation of concentration started off in the front of my
brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor and continued towards the rear. As soon as it reached the lower
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment the tiredness was activated. It was like a feeling of being over tired. You can't
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep but you're totally drained. It was intense, and
concentratedConcentrated phillips milk of magnesia in that part of my
headHead and face reconstruction
Head injury
Head lice
Indications of head injury
Radial head injury. I tried to force my way through it. Then all of a sudden it was gone. Whatever 'it' was had transferred itself to my
spineChanges in spine with age
Lumbosacral spine ct
Lumbosacral spine mri
Lumbosacral spine x-ray
Meninges of the spine
Myelomeningocele
Neck x-ray
Skeletal spine
Spine mri
Thoracic spine x-ray
Ultrasound, normal fetus - spine and ribs. In that instance I could feel it go down into the middle of my
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment. As if the
pressurePressure ulcer of my concentration had been such that I had forced it. Once again, although this was a worrying
developmentAdolescent development
Asperger syndrome
Autism
Development of baby teeth
Development of permanent teeth
Developmental dysplasia of the hip
Developmental growth
Developmental milestones
Developmental milestones record
Developmental process of atherosclerosis
Developmental reading disorder, my priorities still lay with my exams.
I passed my exams. My best subject was ironically Power Electricity. But the damage had been done. Looking
backBack pain - low
Back strain treatment, knowing what I know now, I would have done things differently. Not knowing what I know now I would have done the same. Over the intervening years, to this date, that concentration of tiredness, exhaustion,
fatigueChronic fatigue syndrome
Chronic fatigue syndrome - resources
Fatigue
Muscle fatigue, call it what you will, grew and spread from its base in the centre of my
spineChanges in spine with age
Lumbosacral spine ct
Lumbosacral spine mri
Lumbosacral spine x-ray
Meninges of the spine
Myelomeningocele
Neck x-ray
Skeletal spine
Spine mri
Thoracic spine x-ray
Ultrasound, normal fetus - spine and ribs.
Gradually it started to increase in size and as it did so, spread. Firstly it was
concentratedConcentrated phillips milk of magnesia on my
spinalCerebral spinal fluid (csf) collection
Lumbar puncture (spinal tap)
Lumbar spinal surgery - series
Lumbosacral spine ct
Posterior spinal anatomy
Scoliosis
Spinal anatomy
Spinal cord abscess
Spinal cord injury
Spinal curves
Spinal fusion column, and then started to probe beyond it. It seemed my
nervousAged nervous tissue
Central nervous system
Central nervous system and peripheral nervous system
Irritable bowel syndrome
Nervous system
Neurosarcoidosis
Primary lymphoma of the brain system was under attack. It would choose some point, like it was looking for the weakest point, and concentrate on it, pressuring it until it eventually gave way. It was like a slight burning sensation, a relentless, pulsating wave of.............of something,
viralAcute hiv infection
Common cold
Croup
Hepatitis a
Pharyngitis - viral
Viral arthritis
Viral lesion culture
Viral pneumonia,
bacterialBacterial gastroenteritis
Campylobacter enteritis
Cellulitis
Corneal ulcers and infections
Cystitis - acute bacterial
Cystitis - noninfectious
Labyrinthitis
Prostatitis - chronic
Prostatitis - nonbacterial, I don't know, cells that could move around their conquered territory with ease and were constantly trying to increase their sphere of influence. I had no problem
sleepingSleeping difficulty. Far from it. I was starting to need more, and I never seemed to get enough. I couldn't
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep for 24 hours on the trot or anything like that. But when I woke up I was always still tired. Going to bed early or staying in bed late made no difference. If I missed out on
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep I felt a lot worse. The size of this moving mass of
concentratedConcentrated phillips milk of magnesia tiredness was definitely a function of the amount of
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep I got. When I missed
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep it grew and when I recovered lost
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep it shrunk. But there was always a lower threshold beyond which it wouldn't shrink, and as the years went by this threshold increased. There was never a waking moment when I couldn't feel it.
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Well that's basically it. I'll save you the rest. . It is not a
muscularBecker's muscular dystrophy
Duchenne muscular dystrophy
Muscular dystrophy
Muscular dystrophy - resources or
physicalPhysical activity
Physical exam frequency
Physical examination thing, but does cover all my nerves and
nerveNerve biopsy
Nerve conduction velocity endings. As I said previously it's like a burning tingling sensation. Everything, my arms, my
legsLeg lengthening/shortening
Leg pain
Leg pain (osgood-schlatter)
Shin splints, my torso, my
brainAmebic brain abscess
Brain abscess
Brain herniation
Brain surgery
Brain tumor - adults
Brain tumor - children
Metastatic brain tumor
Posterior fossa tumor
Primary brain tumor, is infested with this energy sapping disease. At any rate that's what it feels like.
A few years ago I came across an article about the
natureNatures tears of
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep. According to the article our bodies produce tiny bacteria during the day which causes us to
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep at night. It went on that the only discernible benefit of
sleepCentral sleep apnea
Drowsiness
Insomnia concerns
Irregular sleep
Irregular sleep-wake syndrome
Isolated sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Night terror
Obstructive sleep apnea
Polysomnography
Sleep is that it makes our
immuneImmune globulin intramuscular
Immune globulin intravenous
Immune globulin subcutaneous system more active, which presumably destroys this bacteria. I showed this article to my doctor to see what he made of it. I was thinking along the lines that perhaps this bacteria had somehow gotten out of
control within my
nervousAged nervous tissue
Central nervous system
Central nervous system and peripheral nervous system
Irritable bowel syndrome
Nervous system
Neurosarcoidosis
Primary lymphoma of the brain system. I meant to say this but I didn't. I didn't want to sound like some gobshite layman mouthing off about something he hadn't got the
firstFirst progesterone mc10
First progesterone mc5
First-progesterone vgs 200
First-progesterone vgs 400 notion about. My doctor wrote away looking for further information. Eventually he got a reply referring him to the source of the information, which he passed on to me. I have a name but I didn't feel confident writing off to some professor in England trying to explain my problem
I'll leave it at that. I'll more than welcome any opinions, suggestions, pointers etc. Thank you for listening.