still having pain after fusion
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I knew when my neck was broken, and they told me nothing was wrong...Now without any care, medication, or tests, everyday is hell for me and my family...
It took some hot shot spine specialists a year to find my ruptured disc, if they would have done a CT scan first it would have shown... on the MRI they only read it as a lesion of some sort at the L5 location even reading the MRI backwards YES it can be done...
I have had over 19 injections done to my tailbone and butt cheeks, the treated it as SI problems... SI blocks done at the hospital into each side... an L5 Nerve block with NO help whatsoever...
Finally after a year they did a discogram and I would NOT for the life of me wish that test on my worse enemy even. Needless to say it's only gotten worse the past 5 yrs.
I've had an L5/S1 fusion (8" scar tailbone on up), with the bolts and rods moving, never fusing, somehwere between month 4 and 8 a titanium bolt completely sheared off!! No xrays were taken from month 3 on... nope, they tried every drug imaginable to ease the pain, made me go back to work, had me wear a TENS unit, a bone stimulator my god I was a walking machine!
Surgery #2 at month 9 to try to remove the remaining hardware.
Leaving 3/4 of a bolt/screw now in my body for the rest of my life causing pain whenever it rains/snows, etc. 3rd surgery was a whole year later, finally a differen doc, diff hospital, he did it laparscopically
Every single minute of my life is pain. I have not had a day below a 6 out of 10. I have been on every drug that Jerry Lewis has been and then some. My poor stomach the past 5 years survives off crackers of any sort and gingerale.
This week they add a new pill to my aresenal of locked up meds. At age 43, how am I to have a life??? Do I eventually lose my home cuz I can hardly sit a few hours to work (sedentary job of course!). No one seems to understand.. disability insurance thru works think I should be up and running around, well standing is a bit better but only temporarily until the pain down my legs starts up all over again. Laying on my side is the ONLY relief somewhat to this nitemare.
The PM&R doctor who manages my meds just keeps doing one to the other. Who or what doctor should be the one managing the new pains, the new inability to sit on my right butt cheek now as the pain there has gotten so much worse. How about my knees now that can hardly move as they have been my rock at the times that I cannot sit I have had to kneel or squat to get thru the 4 hours a day I do work 4 days a week...
No one has ANY answers for me and I feel sooo lost. I have ready every article imaginable that I can find anyways online. Jerry's story, when the docs mention a morphine pump my heart gets scared... my stomach can hardly handle anything new...yet I don't lose weight? My blood pressure is still good, my asthmas is still under control, it's just the dang pain... minute after minute, even after I sit here typing this I have had to wiggle from one butt cheek to the other. Sitting is my absolute worse, as well as driving. I have not slept on my back or stomach for more than 10 minutes in over 5 years, this lady is soo tired... I only get about 4-5 hours a sleep a nite, yes the docs know this, yes I have ambien for those nites, but I don't wanna take 'one more pill'... I'm feeling very desparate for some answers or even where to go (dang as the tears well in my eyes right now).
I am just looking forward to the end of my day here and heading home to once again lay on my side for an hour after I take my 'noon' pills.
Thanks...again I pray none of you ever have to go thru my hell.