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blerg.

Jun 19, 2011 - 0 comments
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Depression

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Anxiety

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Bipolar Disorder

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Bipolar



I spent most of today feeling really good, up beat and a normal amount of energy, now I feel that the cold has seeped into my bones & everything hurts.

I feel like I am carrying a weight on my shoulders and I am standing on the edge of a cliff, at any point I could fall.

Up and down all week since my hypomanic episode the previous fortnight - I almost wish I would just crash into full blown depression rather than this thing which has me full of anxiety and tensed up like I am about to hit a brick wall at 100 kilometres an hour.

Blerg, indeed.