we have nothing for baby. but a few outfits (6-9 mo) from when i was a kid and bought stuff for stuffed animals. and a small pack of diapers that a friend left in the trunk of our car and i found months later. lol. oh and one bottle. i just feel like i need to put something in the babies room. but im having 2 baby showers in january! so i should get pretty much everything i need then. ill be having a work one here in tucson and then im supose to be flying to new york because my mom is going to throw me one. and knowing her she is going to invite everyone! so thats going to be huge, just like my bridal shower. i just want to buy things :( and now i have to wait..

i feel like everytime i eat i get full for like 10mins and then i want to eat again. and now im cravng sweets. i tried an apple, those are sweet. but i want chocolate. or ice cream.. candy.. something lol

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gosh having horrible discomfort now. a lotttt of gas and running to the bathroom. frequent BM's but not really diarrhea. im just so uncomfortable.
and me and DH were trying to get Brittan to wake up/kick for like 45minutes but shes not moving.. im kind of worried.. we gave up.. she better kick or punch before i go to bed or im going to turn into a nervous wreck lol.

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i just feel like writing a little bit about how im doing and stuff. been a little stressed the past few days because Brittan hasn't been moving/kicking much. but i read its normal to have days like those. im assuming shes getting lots of rest so she can grow. i told the nurse at the doctors office and she didn't seem to care much. the cyst thing is still making me worry even though i know it can be normal for babies in the womb to have cysts in early U/S's but theres always a chance it could be something else. im also starting to regret not getting the amnio, but there was a risk for miscarriage and we dont have a risk for it. i was reading my labor and birth book i got from my doctors office and read alittle about Baxton Hicks and realized that that has been what i feel sometimes at night. i will just be lying in bed all of a sudden my abdomen will get really hard and theres some pressure. i read that its normal not to feel them but some people have pain with them like real contractions. i thought i was one of the lucky ones that wouldn't have to deal with Braxton Hicks bbuts i guess i have been this whole time lol. i hope they wont continue to happen/ get worse before its actually time to give birth. im very nervous about having a premature birth which makes me question whether i should continue to work after 28-30 weeks. i no we could use the extra money for the baby and all that but im on my feet 35 hours a week. 8 hours a day and sometimes without a break(no sitting at all). i told the nurse i have been having some cramps in my legs from working. but again she doesn't seem "worried". maybe i should have asked her more about. but i guess ill just wait until my appointment with my doctor next month. see if i should work less hours or something. i think im just trying to actually have a medical reason for not working so much because DH thinks i need to work more. he gets upset when work sends me home early(if its too slow). its chuck e cheeses. kids are in school during the hours i usually work so it makes sense that they would send people home. and i enjoy having a half day and just to come home. do a load or 2 of laundry, get dinner ready and just spend time with him. i dont think he quite understans how much all this standing affects me. i hope its not causing any problems with the baby. im always worried about IUGR. i dont want her to be tiny! but at my U/S she weighed like 10 ounces which was considered normal. i guess al pregnant women are worry warts like me.. but i just dont want any added stress since this is my first pregnancy. and i dont have anyone to talk to about this stuff except for my boss(she has 2 kids) or one 19 yr old at work which has been present at a few births. my mom hasnt had a baby in almost 21 years! other than that i have no friends except for the people that try to help me out on here.

went very well. took like 3 minutes lol. she just checked the babie's pulse and asked how i was feeling. i asked her about the cyst they found on the ultrasound and she says that someone will call me to schedule it with me. should have one around 28weeks. im surprised she just we would have another. i thought she would just reassure me that its nothing and will dissolve on its own. im very happy to get another ultrasound as long as Brittan is alright. :)

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