Apr 08, 2011
Our minds have a way of knowing,
Sometimes we forget for very good reasons,
When we've humbly hit, our very own "mental over load"!
Memories often come, and shall soon fade away,
Before the dawn of a brand new day.
Waking from sleep, Alarmed and confused,
Knowing in your heart, It's all about to start!
The longing I feel, This hole in my heart,
Grows bigger and larger, tearing me apart!
I feel great confusion, Making me so damn irate,
Asking God Almighty, "Why didn't you take me away instead?"
This is way too early-So soon for her to departure.
I'm down on my knees sobbing and praying,
Asking, desperately pleading, "Please God, show me the way?"
To find some comfort and peace, to feel it inside of this heart.
This, A broken shattered heart, that has started to hate!
Please fill this hole, for my soul is truly lacking gentle calm peace.
If only someone can tell me, Why he didn't take me instead?
Nearly shouting my prayers to God,
"Please God won't you show me a way to simply cope??"
To find some comfort and peace deep in my soul.
My broken shattered heart, That's now started to hate!
Please fill this hole, for my soul is really oozing from it.
Leaving me drained and empty,with no more strength to go on.
If only someone can tell me, Why he didn't take me instead,
Some soothing great comfort, would surely find me I pray!
Please tend and mend me, this broken, bruised up heart.....
For the love and the Memory, Of my beautiful daughter Hope.
Never oh never, let her laughter fade away,And always remember
The love she had in Her tiny, yet little brave, young heart...no longer beating!
And I'd like to thank her for being, a part of my life....Amen!
Lost Hope...May i surrender?