40 Days!!! I'm so happy for you! Congratulations!!
Logged on and read up on a few of your j's. So happy the move went well and u r adjusting to the new space and new roommates. You are doing awesome girl! You should be proud of yourself! xoxo
Hello msMeeg and thanks for the friendship! I love the 60s! I'll check out your journal tonight! Be well!
You deserve a big bear hug Meegy you know your music girl. How did the move go ?. Hope it all went well and smooth and you are happy with the move. I'm fine and well except for my leg lol. Neil Young amazing and his songs are das but I think he writes music to himself and his life experiences. Bu t great music. I love all bands but my fav are THE KILLERS. Iv seen themlive at T in the park ill name but a few other bands U2 twice Pink Floyd Coldplay The police IE sting, Oasis ,the stone roses to name a few. So that's my second love music Kim being my first. Well I hope the move has been good for you. I think of you a lot Meegy and hope you are well.I have been painting the house wich I enjoyed James
Chaio my friend Meeg that I can call you. Lol. Thank you. You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
I am flying home tomorrow. I have been reading your j's every time you write. Thanks for journaling. I love reading them. So happy for you and very proud of you.
Much love, Debbie
You deserve a BIG BEAR HUG (♥♥♥)!!!!!
I'm SO proud of you!!!! You are just "AMAZEBALLS"!!! Sending you some love today...and thank you for your love and prayers, too!
You deserve a big bear hug! I agree with you. It is a bit sad and I miss many ppl too. I did go into your J and read some. I did not know any of this. Hope & Pray all is going A-OK for you. I wuv you back!!!
It's the p.s. on the 'holding out' j. I don't know what you meant then. Goodnight Meegy. Sleep tight. ♥
Yay!! Meegy added the Addiction Tracker! Thank you for the note last night, honey. I'm so happy you're still here. You and others make ME want to still be here. Oh, I think you commented in your j, my thoughts about suicide? Almost positive that's what you meant. If so, they have been with me as long as I can remember. The only time I ever took serious action was when I was around 12 or so. Took an entire bottle of aspirin...or as much as was left. Laid down to die but got sick as a dog instead. I was very disappointed at the outcome. lol. I know it's not funny, but gotta throw some humor in there. Love you honey. Hope to talk soon...when you're not so busy. Although busy is good! Hugs...xoxo
Thank you for the note and love, Meegy. Desperately needed that tonight. I changed up my j a little since you read it (thank you for reading. If I don't get in trouble for writing any of THAT, I will be amazed since me saying 'Well said' on your j was such a gigantic deal!!). YOU are definitely someone who keeps me here. I too find it hard to give up writing. I never wrote a journal in my life before 2009. Now I'm addicted. Ok, I gotta get to bed. R's brother is picking him up at 6am to go to Big Bear tomorrow. Which means *I* have to get up at 5am with him in order to help him. Much love back, baby girl. Hope you had a good day. And for Heaven's Sake, use the right sponge!!! Hugs...xoxo
Just a quick note to say hi! meegy hope the move goes well. and internet access. beats the hallway meegy. I'm excited for you. and you know it will be good for you or you would not be moving lol. I hope you are very happy in your new place. Take good care Meegy Talk soon my friend. sending good vibes to you,,,,,James and Kim
You deserve a big bear hug! I'm SO JAZZED you are clean and finding some new avenues to stay clean. Don't be bashful about asking for help moving at your meetings. "Serving others and our communities" falls under that for other recovering addicts too....and it's NOT hokey. You can help them stay clean by serving you, huh? LOL Sending you love♥
Just a quick note to say hi! Meegy how are you doing my friend ? I hope all is well. I'm back on and will be a bit more often as I wait on my leg healing. So I will be here quite a lot. I am like you Meegy I just want to help others when I have the time to answer other people,s questions. I will. If my answer can help just one person then I am more than happy to help. I would not be were I am today if t were not for the good ppl on M H .so you will here a lot of me as I wait for that old leg to heal haha. Take care Meegy and we will talk soon my friend. Big hug ,,,,,James
Just a quick note to say hi! Don't know what's happening with you right now but I have a feeling you are not as great as you want to have us believe. I wish you would at least write a j. Love you honey...xo...call me if you want ...anytime.
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. (((Meegy)))...♥
Just a quick note to say hi! Worried about you..what's going on? Love you.
Hey Meegy...thinking of you sweetheart. I didn't see the j everyone is talking about. The current j...well...looks like you're struggling again. I think it would be good if you could give Janice a call. She is offering. Just to maybe get some things off your chest. Like she says, no one can help you until you help yourself. I know you'd been trying So hard. Even if she can't help, Janice is a great listener. Know how much I care and love you, honey. We all do No Matter What! Sending biggest hugs ever ((((((((((Meegy))))))))))...♥
Seriously hope that I'm not the reason for that.....I really do care here and I'm getting concerned that the reality is there's nothing I can do to help you. Just like no one could help me .....until I could help myself. .......Meegy, what is it that you really want? ...like your reason for living...your passion? Your goal ..in life ...not just to be clean but how do you want to express yourself while breathing and alive on this earth? We can all see your gifts but maybe that's not what you want.
Don't isolate honey...if you're mad...sing it loud! I love you tons meegTT.....that's real.
So you decided to take down your latest journal? I had just finished reading it and Spidey's reply and "poof" your j was gone!
You're still awake! I miss you...we should talk on phone soon xo
Just a quick note to say hi!....trying to leave notes is a challenge these days ....saw you awake.....I've been up since 1:30....ughhhhh....miss you honey and your j's.....hope you are well..we should talk on phone sometime. Love you....anything you'd like to share as far as your writing goes?....would love to read. Xoxo
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. It's so weird here w/o you and your j every night. I miss you. We should talk soon. ♥
Just a note to let you know I'm thinking of you sweet Meegy and send prayers and good energy with those thoughts.. I also send my love.. The pics you put up of the nerd and the Beauty You were a Beauty in both !! love you Ms Meegy.. lesa
Just a quick note to say hi! Meegy how are you my friend good I hope. We are getting some lovely weather here in Scotland so hot. But I'm know complaining.. ivgot a new pc so no more phn its hard work when your fingers are as big as mine lol. But much happier no more dope sick. Only I can mess this up now.But ill keep strong for me and my family. well I'm off to have my tea. well hope this note finds you in good health, talk soon Meegy
Just a quick note to say hi!....Meegy, you should be sleeping honey. I love you...will send you my new number. xxoo
Although I totally understand, reading your note makes me so sad. Things will never be the same here, will they. I still have the old format but once I have the new, who knows what I'll do. I have literally cried about this. It's just so difficult to leave after being here 9yrs. I'm so glad we exchanged numbers. I look forward to reading your j...whenever you feel like writing here. I love you very much, honey. I always wish good things for you. Big Hug. XoXoXo
Hey meegy I really miss you. I hate not having the friends feed. I miss reading your j's and knowing how you are doing. I guess I have to go to your homepage.I hope and pray you are well.
I love you my friend.
Lots of love.
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today. Hope you are doing well!
You deserve a big bear hug! Hey honey, just checking on you. No j for 3 days now. You having a hard time? Thinking of you, Meegy. Love you. Hugs...♥
Hey baby...thank you so much for your support on my last journal. I never got to reply, so thought I'd write a note since you wouldn't see my update. Thank you for ALL your support, Meegy. It's been so hard. It looks like you're doing better. That makes me happy. I know each day is a struggle, though. I love you, honey. Very much! I think of you Every Day! Sending hugs to you...((((Meegy))))...♥
Meegy you helped me so much for that I thank you. Anyway how are you good I hope. iv just got a new pc with money I have saved by not using drugs. I have noticed we have more money to spend so no more phn for me lol.it was so very hard but stuck with it now we see the benefits. And no going back for this guy. Just to feel normal when I wake up it used to be horrid when I woke when in active withdrawl now I wake and feel good I have finaly beat my addiction well not beat but winning only I can blow it now. But I'm stronger than I used to be so wont fall on that knife. Life is too good now so thank you Meegy for all the help and encouragement I will continue to fight Thank you my friend ,,,,,,,James