hey helen guess what i had 7eggs and all went well all 7 fertilised he transfered 2 of the best ones and froze 2... the other 3 were abnormal, i'm soooooo excited and very nervous and want 2 weeks to hurry up.. 22october is my test so fingers crossed... thanks for thinking of me.. look after yourself and i'l keep you posted...

Thanks so much for ur note Helen. U r too sweet. Yes the babies are doing good. The Peri didn't seem worried but mentioned that the girl's position in uterus is such that she might drop her in the growth as we move ahead with pregnancy, Her fluid levels are lesser than of the boy..so he wants to keep a watch. For now he's calling me after 4 weeks again ..but I think I'll do my part and keep a close watch on her movement too. How have u been doing? Do u still have spotting or its gone now? Not too far now... Jan is around the corner...

Just a quick note to say hi! Wow time flies.... I can't believe you are 25 weeks! Go BABY girl!!!! Go sexy Momma!!!

thank you so much! well if there is anything still there it will truely be a miraculous miracle! it was a miracle we were preg in the first place! it will be a long weekend!

Thanks! i defintely lost a lot of blood.. but the cramping defintely scares me.. it was mild.. but defintely there : ( i just got off the phone with the dr.. i have an utlrasound apt on monday to see if anything is left.. after last night i can't imagine there would be anything - it would be a true miracle! i hope so.. but not holding my breath..can you get cramping with a hematoma? Thank you so much! the bleeding has basically stopped now.. no idea what that means!

Hahaha We'll it is the rivalries which make it soooo much fun!!! I just love OU/TX weekend.. Boomer Sooner!!

Hey helen.. ugh.. its 2am and hunger awoke me.. i'm still starved every second and have preg symptoms.. but i sware i had to have miscarried tonight.. i had pretty good cramping with TONS of bleeding and some clots...how heavy was your bleeding and cramping? i just don't see how i could still be pregnant after that! but also i would think my beta would already be decreasing this morning if i was going to miscarry.. so confused! i just don't knwo what to think? any opinions? i'll try to have them move my ultrasound up to next week instead...until then i don't know what to think.. continue thinking i might be pregnant? i feel kind of crazy to think that ugh. .any advice is greatly appreciated! thanks!

just got them and i am in absolute and utter SHOCK they are 868! i can't believe it! they are going to switch me over from the suppositories to the PIO shots.. hopefully that will help.. as you know.. its terrifying everytime i go to the bathroom! Thank you so much for your continuous support! it menas so much!

You deserve a big bear hug! Congrats on hitting a HUGE milestone...25 weeks! I hope the rest your pregnancy is smooooth sailing from here on out!

hello! still spotting.. but i think its slowed down a bit.. its hard to tell, i've basically just done bed rest all day today.. debating to get another beta this week or not.. i hate stressing over numbers but i do want to know if its going down or something.. so nerve wracking! (as you know!)

Yes the iui was earlier than i had expected. It's been so long since i last did one. There were of course some issues , they couldn't find my right ovary and something about my tube being filled with fluid. My dr didn't say this to me the u/s tech did. When i asked my dr about it he was upset the techs had said all of that stuff to me. He said he wouldn't be putting me through this if he didn't think i had a good chance at it working.He also mentioned the tubes can't be seen without them putting dye in them. So i'm really trying to stay positive. Keep me in your prayers please.

Thank you! i just can't believe it! i'm in total shock, cna't stop smiling!!!! first ultrasound is the 20th! hopefully we'll have better luck this time around! :) thank you so so much for all of your support!!!!!

thanks for the nice comment. I am feeling like a blob at the moment, so that cheers me up. Hope everything is going well with you.

Just a quick note to say hi! how are you?? well my egg collection is tomorrow very excited and nervous i hope we get a few eggs, looks like 8 follicals i was hoping for more though better than nothing.. wednesday is my tranfer so fingers crossed for me it all goes well... hope all is going well for you hope all the bleeding has stopped etc.. you give me hope thanks!!!

not yet.... i hate the waiting! they should call by 3:30 or 4... i'm just so worried.. the hpts are kind of getting darker.. but very slowly and they aren't near as dark as the control line.. it worries me! I'll let ya know.. hopefully good news.. but i'm just not so sure!

Im waiting for the doc office to call with my results..RE thinks that because its quiet big that it is producing hormones..lets hope that its not...Im so upset right now..it seems like I keep hitting this brick wall when things are about to start! Im sick of it!

Hi Helen, Yes I had my U/S and blood work done today and Im so PO'd...I have a cyst on my left ovary now so I cant start my meds...RE says if I get my rag to call him for another appointment if I dont get it by next week that I should call him..Its been 3 days since Im off the pill and I havent gotten my rag...I think its from the bcp , I havent been on the pill in 15yrs..he isnt sure why I developed a cyst now..he said the bcp is supposed to suppress my hormones so that it doesnt happen...so now I wait again and eventually will start bcp again and hopefully get the green light! Im so upset and sick of waiting!! How are you feeling?

Sorry, needed a second note. So I am frustrated, moody and my breasts hurt..lol. Oh well, I guess time will tell. Thanks again for the info and advice, I guess I just need to wait this out. How are you feeling these days? I saw in one of your posts you are from Russia? I am of Russian descent and that is where we are going to adopt from if we wind up going that route. Either Russia or Kazikstan. Take care, hope all is well.

Thanks for the info. I had started tracking with OPK and the only positive I got was the day after I finished the clomid, on day 10. I figured that was just a result of the clomid, so I disregarded it. Last time I tested was last monday (3 days after finishing clomid), then because of our move and being so busy I didn't pick up another kit. We BD'ed regularly all week though. And then the breasts got sore starting Sat. Yesterday the discharge and today the crying jags. Its just bizarre! I am trying to get an RE or even an OB and the first appointment I have been able to get is Nov. 26th. I am going to have to go into a walk in clinic if I need another prescription for Clomid next month, or if I get pregnant. There is apparantly a serious shortage of OB's and RE's in this city!

Hi Helen, Can I bug you with questions on Clomid? Its been 11 days since I finished my last pill, and I'm not sure exactly when I o'd, but we BDed during the recommended times. I would say maximum I am 6 or 7 DPO. I mentioned on my post the tender breasts. That is continuing. I also am having discharge that makes me think I am ovulating now. And today I cried for no real reason...not like me at all. Even if I did O a week ago, and am pregnant again, it should be way too soon for symptoms. Tested this morning anyway, and was BFN. Did you have these side effects this long after the clomid? The only thing I had while actually on it was a few hot flashes. Just wondering if this is normal. Thanks Helen, I appreciate it. Amanda