Hi, I am hoping you are feeling better!
Honestly, they have no idea as to why I am having all of these problems. I haven't been in any accidents. I was a kickboxer for 12 years, they think I may have damaged something then... I just know that I hurt more now than ever. It is radiating to my right hip and it is excruiciating! I am not allergic to the narcotics, I live in Illinois, and it is like pulling teeth to get pain relief in this state. I get some pain relief, but not nearly enough. I am pretty much home bound as well. I can't hardly get out of bed in the morning. I have a little boy that is 7 and I feel like such a failure because I can't do the things he needs me to do most of the time. I hope and pray everyday that I will find some type of relief. I know that I need surgery but I have no health insurance. :(
Hope you feel better soon!
Hope you feel better soon!
Hi Cindy, just a note to see how you are. I am thinking of you and praying as always. Hope this reaches you cause I put a big hug inside for you.
Just a quick note to say hi! cindee I hope you r keeping okay I havnt been on this in ages , how have you been xx
hi cindee how have you been I hope you are keeping well I havnt been on this in ages I hope you got all your pain sorted out , send me a wee note back let me no how you are xx
miss you hoping today you are feeling a little better
May the Lord reveal Himself to you today, Cindee. May you come to know His comfort and the hope that comes from belonging to Him.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.Miss you Ivy
I hope this is true for you today:
Thank you! I just saw this. Very sweet. Things have not gotten much better. Now eyes are so bad the double and blur. Oh well, guess its the life I need to get used too.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.miss you iv
Happy Independence day!
Just wanted to wish a happy 4th. We had our annual Rhythm & Booms last night and what a disappointment. No beer tent, no carnival, no fly over with the F16's and it was 10 min. shorter this year. This new Mayor is so disappointing..it was his decision. Says that the City can't afford the extra cost of overtime with Police and Fire. Bummer. Hope yours is good!
You deserve a big bear hug! Love you back girl.....Hope your doing better. Let me know!!
hi cindee-----c'mon now hon., Feel better right now---for one minute just kinda hum to yourself and pretend all is well---just pretend--it is ok----for a moment---a little mini-break. why not give it a try! and i do not know why in answer to your ?. om
where are you cindy----we miss you 0n the couch.....you ok hon? om says hi. om
Hello Cindee, I have been out of commission for some time now. I have not logged on for several months. Nice to see you are still around. Hope you are doing well!!! Talk soon, I am going to spend some time catching up and reading past post to see what I have been missing :)
Just a quick note to say hi! cindee how are you i havnt been on it for a while , been getting loads of test done , once the dr finds 1 thing then they find another , hope your keeping well and you are a lot better than you where the last time i got talking to you xx
So glad to hear from you. I have not been on here much self. still thinking of you and wishing you well love ivy hugs
thinking about you cindee and sending a big blast of love an d caring to your Heart----you will notice a nice warm feeling for a little while----enjoy----just for the moment it takes you to read my message. One breath---feel the touch of asir at the tip of your nose---feel it! For that moment----!!!No Pain!!! omhome
Get a referral from your primary for Pain Management. They can put a pain pump in and add Parault /Prauilt(spelling wrong). It's not an opiate. They will do two trial shots on you in your back, need to be careful, really bad headaches, you will then need a blood patch, side effect of trial shot in back. GL!! Allyson
Thank you for everything!
Thank you Cindee, I'm really low right now. So thank you for understanding.
I'm also feeling fed up with all the drugs, like they have taken control of me :(
I'm going to have a shower, and just do one thing at a time today.
I totally understand, I'm at the end of my rope too!
Starting to feel suicidal without sun and heat, and I can't stand being in pain all the time and needing these stupid meds that make me sweat, make me feel sick. It's my daughters birthday tomorrow and I feel horrible that I'm a depressed mother :(
I hope I can get some energy and do something nice with her? Like manicures or going shopping, but then i know she hates pushing the wheelchair :(
You deserve a big bear hug! forgot u need lots of these
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.i so hope u r finding some relief i worry about you let me know if u can i love you love ivy
Just a quick note to say hi back....
I look forward to talking more. I'm not to far off from where you are at...
Hope you have peace tonight.
So glad to hear from you cindee and that you are still part of our group. We are all rooting--praying for you and for some relief from your pain. And the birds and i are really really proud of you for your strength and perseverance in a terrible situation. The breathing--focus will deepen--keep at it. Snatch--catch those moments of relief when you can. We all just have to keep on keeping on hon.......with love omhome
I was about to give up on this site, but you made me have some hope. Thank you and I am sorry for your pain as well. It is so hard to know and wonder why some ppl go through things like us and some dont all i know is I have been told from a freind who is far worse off than me, I asked her why did she have to get cancer twice endocardidits and have all these bad things happen she told me God gives things to people who are strong enough to handle them. That made sense and I g If i never had any of this bad **** happen then I would never be who I am today. which at times Iw onder who that is. Unable to work and take care of the smallest taks, but I am so much tougher have faith in God obody can takea way and I pray we can all have peace and no pain oday. t/u for reaching out to me.........
My grands and great grands were in for an 8 week visit, just no time for the internet,
but did a lot of couch work here at home ......Glad to be back....Hope you have been
Just a quick note to say hi! I miss you and pray for you hope to see you back soon love you
You are in my thoughts and prayers.praying you will leave me a note . i am worried love you ivy