scaredjo's Profile
Mood:
scaredjo is
happy thanx all xx
About Me:
Female, Lancashire - United Kingdom, member since Mar 2008
I`m a really nice person but have a major obsession with my heart i`m convinced i`m gonna die from a heart attack and experience all sorts of symptoms each day every day!!!! i would do anything to get my life back and be-able to do simple things like walk the dog!!!!
Interests:
Jul 16
don't know if you are interested but there is a sight i go to called www.anxietytribe.com it is also a great sight, a lot's more colorful than this one. and a lots of nice people there to. i told a couple of people on here about it, and they love it. just like here, you sign up and make a page. lots of people on that sight also.
Jul 16
i also have the what if's all the time. it's a hard thing to kick but you can do it.
Jul 16
it was my wifes birthday today, she was 42 we had 2 night's of celebrating at the club. everybody had a ball, it was great my daughters came and sang with me .hope the rest of the week is half as good, had one of the best times i have had in awhile. but a few days ago i was having a serious panic attack. anxiety coming and going.it's a funny thing got over anxiety for 23 years then it came back.
Jul 16
i had a stress test about a year ago they said i have a mild blockage. and have had 4 mini strokes in the last 4 years. my wife gets insurance in about a month and i want to get some more test.
Jul 15
went to the doctor and he said that he thought the tightness in my chest was from the clog i have in my artery. but i'm hoping and praying it's my anxiety. he gave me some nitro glycerin. hope you are having a great week.
Jul 14
I will hold your hands!
I will hold your hands…
In happiness…
In sorrows…
When you laugh…
When you cry…
When you are angry…
When you are sad…
Always… and everywhere…
Till the end I will hold your hands…
And when the last time arrives I will hold your hands tightly….
Just praying to God that I go with YOU wherever you go…
Jul 14
lightening hit close to our house, and fried my computer,thats why i haven't been own this sight for a few days. had to build me a new one.
i have 10 of them thank God! but when one goes out, i freak out and have to build another one. my wife says i just have to build a new one every year no matter what.
hope you are doing good.
Jul 10
i bet u can't understand this whatever i have written here because it is in Hindi Langauge
Jul 10
Ae chaand teri khubsoorti k deewane sub hain,
Main bhi hoon…..
Teri chaandani ki tareh roshan toh nahi par mashahoor
Main bhi hoon…..
Tuu bhale hi baitha hoga palkon pe sabki,
Par kisi ki aankhion kii noor toh
Main bhi hoon…..
Tere baadalon mein chhip jaane ki adaa kya gazab dhaati hai,
Jab teri chaandni tujhmein aakar simmat jaati hai,
Tuu nahi jaanta who waqt ,
Who manjar hi kuchh aur hota hai,
Jab saari duniya tere ek deedar ko taras jaati hai….
Ae chaand tuu kudrat ki inaayat hai,
Main bhi hoon….
Tujhmein agar daag hai, toh gunahgaar
Main bhi hoon……
Teri hukumat bhale hi raat tak seemit hogi,
Par is hukumat kii gulaam toh
Main bhi hoon…….
Jul 10
went to the doctor today he said he thought the tightness in my chest and the hard to breath might be my heart. you see i have a small blockage in the right artery of my heart. he gave me some nitro glycerine. said if it happened again take one . in about 2 monthe they want to do a stent. but i think it could be my anxiety because i've had this before it just lasted longer this time. been working on some videos with my band i have a band with 5 girls and me. it will be about 7 to 10 months before i start to release any of them. hope you are doing well. God bless!
Jul 08
yea heart problems, and anxiety have a lots of the same symptoms. used to look up stuff about the heart, but always thought i had every one of them. so my doctor told me, not to read about the heart anymore, he said i was a hyprocondriac.
Jul 08
thanks so much for your reply. it helps to hear other people have the same symptoms and they are ok.
God bless you!
Jul 03
Have a great wknd, we are celebrating the 4th of July, Independence Day here!!
Jul 01
She and Miss Puff can get into all kinds of trouble if they get together lol Even our 12 yr old Akita has learned new things from the Puffolator. Bring your dog and they can form a "gang" - the Puff Balls or PuffMaddy = )