hi, i read your journal entry can really relate. i have been diagnosed with hypothyroism when i was 17 and going on ten years now. i was alway a pretty good size until a few years ago when i started on packing weight. i usually wieghed in at aprrox 112-120lbs at 5'2''. i had my baby in '05 and lost most of the weight about 3 months after. well, that didn`t last very long. i have gained all the weight and more....last week weighing in at 200lbs. hang in there and keep your head up. thank god all the babydoll dresses and tops are really in! :) i know it`s very hard to loose weight so i pretty much gave up overtrying and i just concentrated on being happy. you look great and don`t let anything get you down! adriana