Oct 05
OH YEH WELL LETS GO KILL US SUM COWBIRDS THEN
Sep 16
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sep 08
I live in the perfect southern California spot at the foothills of the mountains below Big Bear and Lake Arrowhead. An hour to LA. An hour to Palm Springs, an hour to the Beach and an hour to Disneyland (which is NOT the happiest place on earth!!!!). Santa Barbra and San Diego less than a 1/2 days drive. When I get tired of the noise and the crowds I remind myself of all these things.
Sep 02
I know your not around here much but we're having a good old summer storm with thunder and lightning win my neck of the woods and for some reason it made me think of you :-)
Sep 01
I feel like I have been neglecting my medhelp friends that I have so I decided to send a virtual hug *hugs* Everyone should get hugs in there life.
Aug 31
How's things now? Have you had some good times recently?Hope your situation's improved enough to feel positive again?Best wishes.
Aug 29
Why aren't you here much anymoar?
Aug 13
Just a quick note to say hi! Hi there, I have recently came back on line, I don't know exactly how much I'll be here but I did want to touch basis with a few people. Hope to find you in good spirits. Much Love...Debra
Aug 03
Hey Leta,
Thanks for the nice comment.
How are you doin?
I am feeling a little sad. My baby started school. It's so hard to balance holding them close and letting them fly.
Maybe we can start a thread somewhere for reading/listening.
Love and watery smiles flying your way,
Sunshine
Jul 30
Yah, I can be annoyingly optimistic & I can only take him in small doses. I am hitting the library tonight so maybe I'll look for The Bluest Eye. The quest to be different from ourselves but not the same as everyone else, we are a strange species.
Lots of love flying your way
Your annoyingly optimistic friend,
Sunshine
Jul 29
Het Leta,
Just a quick hello & hope your doing well.
I have been reading alot of Edgar Albert Guest, Man that guy was so optimistic it is almost annoying.
Love & smiles flying at you,
Sunshine
Jul 26
Sounds like you had fun and enjoyed yourself. You should go on vacation again. I don't have any pictures unfortunately.
Jul 26
I was going to actually leave you a note myself out of my own volition but I got busy. I don't really get out much, I get out a little more now because I have a case manager now and she's supposed to pick me up to go do stuff for an hour. Kind of hard to get out a do anything without a vehicle. Montana is a purdy state but unfortunately I can't really see any of the mountains from in town here for some reason. Have you ever been to Montana? What state do you live in?
Jul 24
I'm not rich, but am not poor either. Neither state brings happiness on its own. Reputation's your own affair, your own self-immage needs some nurturing. I know how bad life can be or seem to be when the lights have gone out at the end of the tunnel. You are the only one that can turn things around, or learn to live with them ~ the support from this site's helped me a great deal & I hope you are getting some too?Material things can be acquired again when all's gone. What can survive fire & shipwreck are the most valuable things, ie your life ~ am sure you have much to give & can get back together again, not easy, but try to believe that it can be so, when you do you'll be glad again to be alive. It's a great life ~ sometimes. Be well, George.
Jul 23
Been away & without internet for a few days. Sorry for the delay in answering your note. This is why Quitting's not an option. You'll really damage those you leave behind, also you'll miss out on things you could enjoy. Your life seems worthless to you now, but it does have value, it's not all rotten surely?I too have had episodes of feeling same as you do, but now I know that I'd have been stupid to have taken the easy way out. It's far harder to hang on than give in to what seems a better & quicker olution. List the things that you have going for you ~ it may be hard to think of anything while in a really negative mood, but you're a live human, with all that implies, you've got others to consider. Not much help I guess, but no one should check out until they have their turn. Best wishes,
Jul 21
Just checking in. Good to hear from you. If you need anything I'm here.
Love flying your way,
Sunshine
Jul 21
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for the Support, right now I need all I can get. I Hope thing's are Ok with you!
Thank you take care.
Jul 18
You are in my thoughts and prayers Dan
Jul 18
Quitting's not an option! Rid yourself of ANY of those thoughts. My sleeps wretched, but I'm not going to allow it to wreck my life. My meds get me off to sleep, but don't keep me ......... I've just ordered a new phone online, don't need one as I have a couple already ~ so much for being impulsive/manic ~ been trying not to buy another phone, but ignored 'common sense' as usual. But I'm determined to feel good, what's done's done. How good it is to be able to communicate with others that share mental problems ~ no one else can begin to understand. Great to have friends here, Best wishes, Be well. George
Jul 17
Hello.......... Where are you?
Jul 16
Hope you feel better soon! Can't see anything on your Mood Tracker, so don't know if you're improving or not? Hope things are getting better for you now ~ are you getting out & about. As I'm typing there's some Indian Music on radio & it's good to listen to (if you like that kind of thing ~ I do); How do you go about lifting your mood?Are you an active person?Exercise? So much for interrogation! Be well, keep in touch. best wishes. George
Jul 15
Huh? I don't understand. >.< Don't leave me confusing notes, please.
Jul 08
Just a quick note to say hi! Insert generic hi note here! Guns 'n Tulips.
Jul 05
Thanks!
I'll tell ya....the world is crazy...got to make fun of it!
I'm thinking of becoming a short story writer.
I think I have enough material to work off from.
Jul 05
I didn't get to do anything because I sleep from 1:30pm to 9:30pm and worked at 10. This state is so dry that a hot match dropped on the ground could cause the entire state to burst into flames. I also can't party at all because I'm not able to drink.
Jul 04
Well I have so many mental illnesses that I won a trophy one time.
Jul 04
Oh ho ho but my psychosis can transmit through TCP/IP like a worm virus and it probably can even time travel and go back in time!
Jul 04
Yeah I want to know. You're probably crazy because I'm in your thoughts because I have a contagious psychosis.
Jul 03
Transformers was great - and having both of my boys watching together was even better!
Jul 03
Why am I in your thoughts so much? lol