I'm just waiting again. I've been feeling pretty low and wrapped up in the evil's of man. Corruption and injustice don't seem to fade and I can't seem to accept it. I'm okay, I'm ready to take of on another pilgrimage, this land is not my land, it was not made for the likes of me. Hope you are having a good time down there, eat some coconut spoon meat for me, my favorite food of all time.
You deserve a big bear hug! Hi there. Yes I have been away. Old BF is long gone :). Hope you are feeling better. I'll msg you so we can catch up.
Hi Maxy. I'm pretty sure I read you were coming here to the States in early/mid March. Just hope all is well. Thinking of you...xo
many thanks for your note.
Thank you for everything! I appreciate the feedback and support. It helps especially nights like tonight when I feel frustrated and just plain tired of feeling crappy. One more day closer to freedom - forever!
You deserve a big bear hug! You are so sweet! Thanks so much for the invite! It would be so nice to have a visit and a cheese burger in Paradise! Lol. Love, MsD xxoo
Thank you for the warm welcome!
Thank you Maxy, I can relate to the whole note you left me. It seems we are almost the same in so many ways. I will im you with more. Thanks for your support....Kat
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.I have been waiting for my Ticket to Paradise. Didn't you say you would send it in the mail?..LMAO!!! How are YOU?? I miss the clan we used to have.I only come and go my self these days..Be Good and Be Safe..lol
I was feeling 100% this morning. No pain anywhere. Slept 8hrs last night. However, I've had a headache building since I took the Macrobid at 7a. It is now full blown. Heart racing. Feel pelvic pain starting again. Meds from ER wearing off. I HAVE to be able to tolerate this antib. Up until a few yrs ago, I never had a reaction to antibiotics. I've been following your posts. I really like your style! :) Thanks for checking on me, Maxy. Hope all is well with you!
Thank you!! :) But it is everything... every subject. I have lost all that confidence and motivation that i once had. Mentally i dont do to well at school now,always anxious or letting myself down time and time again. It put a smile on my face to see your lovely note. I guess i will be okay... Thanks again! :) Hope you are well.
Just a quick note to say hi! Thanks for being a friend!
Thanks so much for your note! :) I just struggle with school and getting organised and developing a healthy study habit. Im in year 11. I just feel like i shouldnt be in Year 11. I dont feel like i belong and i always feel so stupid compared to the other students. And my study habits are non-existant. Its just hard to get work done when all I do is doubt myself.
Sorry, it sounds like just one big fat nothing... Im just sick of myself being so stupid all the time.
Thanks again for the caring note. :) It means alot.
Thank you. Hugs are nice. :o)
Oh ms Maxy you truly live in paradise! I hear so many wonder things about it. Glad you are there, wish I was too! Oh well, spring will be here soon hopefully lol. Love MsD
Thanks Maxy for your kind words. I really do appreciate your support. I know I need these pills now, but dread another detox. And another surgery. Morphine, opiates, ect. I just can't win. I beat myself up a lot.
You deserve a big bear hug! Thank you for your note. I see you are giving out wise advice on the depression site. I have not been answering questions lately as there have not been any I feel qualified to answer at the moment. I have not gone away. Still read all the posts. Hope you are doing OK. I will be posting again soon.
The Tao is definitely the way:)
It is wierd to hear someone say that they are waiting for it to cool off when I have two foot of snow outside lol
Hi bud. I am sorr you are having these headaches. I can't imagine the impact that must have in your life but I pray that it heals up and you get better.
Just a quick note to say hi back! :)
Thanks Lady!! Enjoy the journey....The destination is way more memorable if you endure the journey.
thank you so much for your help and kind comment on my post :)
Totally !!! Hang in there !!!
Just a quick note to say hi! Good heavens girl friend. Hello again. Pls msg me and catch me up on news.
Thanks for the note! Hope you are sleeping better. Sorry you had a bad experience with someone recently. I blow people like that off. Don't give them more time to aggravate me and affect my day. Everyone has contact with people like that.
Just a quick note to say hi! Actually, it hasn't worked out well. I wanted to be able to say,,after a few months of being off them,,yeah,,I'm doing good and guess what, I haven't taken my meds in months! But people started noticing my behavior changing. And I did too. Being angry. Mind racing. I've caught myself talking to people and while they're talking to me just thinking to myself,,,too many words,,too many words...get to the point,,,I don't care . It takes a lot out of you to be civil when you want to scream. But I've done that all my life I guess. So, I'm back on the meds now. Still haven't told my doctor yet. But things aren't back to the way they were.
thank you I know this is doing to be a long journey. But I will do this .
Thanks for all your support.......ike
So far, so good, but I woke up in excruciating back pain. But will go away (hopefully). Hope your day is better than yesterday. Kat
Congratulations!! I have thyroid issues which caused initial weight gain a few years ago, then med weight gain for another issue. Got off the one med, so that was an 8 lb loss, plus have dropped an additional 10... still about 20 to go and it's a constant struggle... You keep up the good work and I'll keep working at it!! We'll both get there!!
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping your days get somewhat better and better each day. Kat