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I BLEW IT! 10/13 - 9
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butterflybabies Hope your ok :(
10/13
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pb95 I accidentally submitted an extremely important work application 4 hours late, sending me into shaking stress and probably changing my fertile womb into a inhospitable environment for any fertilized egg that may have been making it's way down.  I'm very dissapointed in myself.
10/13
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Des_a_rae Aww I'm sorry :(  Accidents happen!!  I know it's easier said than done about trying not to stress.  Believe me, I know, everyone calls me a "worry wart". :|    I'm sure it'll be ok, right?  Sending you hugs!!
10/13
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pb95 So far the board has ignored my emails and calls seeking to correct the problem.  At worst it is another year of fighting for the chance to apply for a permanent job.  I'm so tired of it though.  I've been fighting/trying for over 6 years.
10/13
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pb95 After a week of ignoring me and passing me on somewhere else it is more or less over.  Such a simple thing and no one will forgive it.  I've lost my chance at any status for at least a year and a lot of money.  So much for act of random kindness day.
11/13

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Cleaning up the basement.  Made it through the bags of toys/beds my doggie left behind but have managed to avoid any major decisions on unloading baby stuff!! Mar 22 - 0
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I'm moving forward.  I think I can accept not being able to have another child, but I'm still just angry about the ones I lost.  Especially the first at 18 weeks.  It will be 5 years in June.  Think I have a problem???? Feb 26 - 9
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Des_a_rae everyday.  I'll never forget that.  I'm SO sorry for your loss and I wished I could take it all back and make it better.  So, no, I don't think you have a problem.  You're absolutely normal and grieving.  You're doing the best you know how.
Feb 27
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Des_a_rae I hope you're able to find a way to make some peace with this because no one can ever expect you to ever be "okay" with this.  No way!!  Sending you love and hugs!!
Feb 27
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Hollus **HUGS** Have you thought about adopting? I know it's not quite the same though...
Mar 02
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pb95 I don't know if I could put my family through adoption.  We have two beautiful kids so I really shouldn't complain.  It was interesting the other night I asked my kids how many children they think they will have and they said two.. a boy and a girl like
Mar 04
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pb95 our family.  They even wanted to name the kids after themselves.  It made me happy because they think it is perfect!
Mar 04
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is home alone tonight for the first time since I can remember.  I miss my honeys! Jan 23 - 2
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Hollus Having a "ME" par-tay...
Feb 22
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pb95 Yeah!
Feb 24
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happy birthday to my lost babies this week. Nov 20 - 1
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MyMelBgirl I am sorry my dear....I know how difficult that is.  I'm hear if you need or want to talk
Nov 20
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