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I BLEW IT! 10/13 - 9
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butterflybabies Hope your ok :(
10/13
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pb95 I accidentally submitted an extremely important work application 4 hours late, sending me into shaking stress and probably changing my fertile womb into a inhospitable environment for any fertilized egg that may have been making it's way down.  I'm very dissapointed in myself.
10/13
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Des_a_rae Aww I'm sorry :(  Accidents happen!!  I know it's easier said than done about trying not to stress.  Believe me, I know, everyone calls me a "worry wart". :|    I'm sure it'll be ok, right?  Sending you hugs!!
10/13
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pb95 So far the board has ignored my emails and calls seeking to correct the problem.  At worst it is another year of fighting for the chance to apply for a permanent job.  I'm so tired of it though.  I've been fighting/trying for over 6 years.
10/13
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pb95 After a week of ignoring me and passing me on somewhere else it is more or less over.  Such a simple thing and no one will forgive it.  I've lost my chance at any status for at least a year and a lot of money.  So much for act of random kindness day.
11/13

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Wishing everyone a great weekend! Apr 05 - 1
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Hollus You too PB and Happy Easter!
Apr 05
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Cleaning up the basement.  Made it through the bags of toys/beds my doggie left behind but have managed to avoid any major decisions on unloading baby stuff!! Mar 22 - 1
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Hollus I am sorry that this has been a tough process. I'm sending more hugs my friend!
Mar 29
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I'm moving forward.  I think I can accept not being able to have another child, but I'm still just angry about the ones I lost.  Especially the first at 18 weeks.  It will be 5 years in June.  Think I have a problem???? Feb 26 - 18
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pb95 I saw your story and thought it was similar to mine.  I have never thought of doing something for the memory of them, just because I tried so hard (in vain) to do anything I could just to make it go away and pretend it never happened.  I thought that
Mar 30
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pb95 would be easier?  I will check out the lyrics of that song.  Thanks for your idea and writing.
Mar 30
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krichar There were a few songs I listened to when I lost my baby at 12 weeks... Surprisingly so by any seeley,  “Still”–Gerritt Hofsink, Eric Clapton if I saw you in heaven, Sarah maclaughlin arms of an angel... I'd ply them all over and over again with my...
Mar 30
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krichar ... Headphones in and bawl... I did it for weeks and eventually I started to heal but never forget
Mar 30
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Hollus I was in so much shock and it all seemed so surreal. I still get sad, very sad, sometimes and I know that the pain will never completely go away. I always wonder what would it have been like to carry the child to term and get to know him/her and it makes me sad that I'll never have that opportunity with that child.  :'-(  I am sorry PB!  **HUGS**
Apr 01
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is home alone tonight for the first time since I can remember.  I miss my honeys! Jan 23 - 2
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Hollus Having a "ME" par-tay...
Feb 22
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pb95 Yeah!
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