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Dear me, Everything will be ok. You are beautiful, I just wish you could see that..... STAY STRONG, and i beg of you with all my heart, DONT YOU GIVE UP YET.....!!! 02/13 - 1
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mishymoshymarcy Yes that is in a way true. But i have no strength, i am weak.... and useless... How will i survive in the outside world, if i cannot even put up with the simple things in life? What am i worth? :(
02/13

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Just Breathe and let yourself enjoy the day. You're allowed to. Be yourself. 15 hrs ago - 0
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I'm okay, but there is still a loneliness that lurks within me... and I sometimes wonder whether it'll ever go away. Maybe it won't, and maybe I have to accept that. I can still try to love myself. May 24 - 13
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mishymoshymarcy I am trying. The past couple of days have been pretty good in terms of anxiety and stress... a little tiny bit better in terms of loneliness.
15 hrs ago
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mishymoshymarcy Im actually going to an Argentinian club with mum, grandma and some family friends tonight. I hope I can just breathe and let go because I tend to get quite anxious when there are lots of people around.
15 hrs ago
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mishymoshymarcy And also, I have to dance (which I can't do...), so thats a bit of pressure and self conscious thoughts right there. BUT, I will try to enjoy myself, despite the fact that I would rather stay home and study. I promise I will try.
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mishymoshymarcy Mum has never really been into playing games... every time I asked her she always says no. I dont think she understands that it can be a bonding thing...  But grandma is worth a try, we used to play Uno alot.
15 hrs ago
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mishymoshymarcy Anyway, I'll be okay... and I know you know that already. I'm surprised at how well I'm doing at the moment. Sometimes I feel weird or empty without anxiety, but I keep reminding myself that I'm not nothing without it. I do not NEED it or WANT it.
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There is a certain loneliness that has hung around for quite a while... and although its still there, I May 24 - 0
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I've been telling myself I'm happy.. but I'm not, and I'm sick of it. I will put up my boxing gloves against every negative thought that attempts to bring me down. I WILL FIGHT! May 24 - 0
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I'm sick of being unhappy. I've got my boxing gloves on, and I wont stop until I win against my own mind! May 24 - 0
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