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Trying to ignore the fact that i think there is something wrong with me... People would dream of a life like mine, but we all have problems , right?... Maybe i shoudl just ignore it, I'm just a stupid waste of time... 09/13 - 0

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"im not telling you its going to be easy, im telling you its going to be worth it" May 20 - 0
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You cant even call what im doing procrastinating anymore. Im just wasting my life away day by day, and its strange how even the thought of that doesn't seem to scare me... May 19 - 6
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Nighthawk61 Maybe i f you're aware there is another option (other than staying where you are)  And you choose to be where you are, you might fight for your grades more (because you are making a Choice to stay where you are (and fight the urge to do nothing?)
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Nighthawk61 You are so concerned what other people think of you. If you subtract other people from the equation, maybe you could concentrate on your studies more? Maybe you could even enjoy the work more?
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Nighthawk61 This depends on the marks you are getting. The teacher said "You weren't as bad as you think" so maybe that's because your grades aren't that bad?
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Nighthawk61 You could work with your counselor about being more accepting of not having to be the "best" , or have the highest grades in the class.
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Nighthawk61 You should try to stop yourself from thinking about anything other than doing the work. That would be your best option.
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You cant even call what im doing procrastinating anymore. Im just wasting my life away day by day, and its strange how even the thought of that doesn't seem to get me going... May 19 - 0
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Every hour i waste is one that I will never get back. And although I say it, it never seems to truly get through my head. I hope one day i look back at all the time i have lost, and that it motivates me to not make the same mistake again. May 18 - 16
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mishymoshymarcy I want to start the year fresh again, but thats not going to happen. So i have no idea how i am going to catch up on everything.
May 19
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mishymoshymarcy I was thinking of going to one of the teachers who is in charge of my year level, but when i went to him last year (when there was an ACTUAL problem) he came to me later on and said that it wasn't as bad as i thought it was.
May 19
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mishymoshymarcy Hated him ever since. Especially when he asks now how things are going, and i reply 'not too well', he will just say 'you'll be fine' or 'thats not good' and just walk off. I hate him. I knew this motivation and everything wouldn't last long.
May 19
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mishymoshymarcy I want to be positive, but i cant even trust myself to do my homework, so i dont know how things are going to turn out. And I have exams in like 2 weeks, and how am i going to study for them when my head and the information is everywhere?
May 19
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mishymoshymarcy Also right now i keep drinking coffees hoping that it will make me anxious enough that itll get me to start my work. I have had 3 today already.
May 19
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Every hour i waste is one that I will never get back. And although I say it, it never seems to truly get through my head. May 18 - 0
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