clean_in_ksI'll never forget when it actually "dawned" on my opiate filled brain.....that I REALLY DO have the
"power of choice".....and man, aren't we glad??? Luv ya, Jules~
clean_in_ksActually.....there was a time in my life where if I didn't "do" certain things, or "accomplish a certain amount of things"...I was unable to feel worthy and my self esteem was sorely lacking. Thru MANY, MANY circumstances in my life, I was taught I was a human "being".....not a human "doing". So, my short version of that scramble that gave you a headache ImDone was, "If I am what I DO......then when I DON'T.....I'm NOT". But I have since learned.....it's not what I DO that makes me a valuable child of God......it is "being a certain kind of person" that makes me valuable. (my deeds don't earn my self worth). I know that's a bit heavy.....but that's the history behind that head scrambler!
1sorrypersonI yam what i yam. But for some reason after reading this, i'm going to go work outside in the rain, so I can report back, "that i'm a fool who stood in the rain today". Love you all, buddy
EvolverUHooo..A big white, empty, echoey space..I'm all alone here. Hmm, what secret thing should I do? (Makes secret Ninja hand signal that you can't see....) Hey! Look out behind you!...(Did you fall for it?)
EvolverUNotice: You are in breach of MH regulation #102, (subsection B); To whit: 'You Are Not Permitted To Leave Your Status Blank For More Than 60 Mins'. (You have accrued a balance of 25 'No! Bad Dog' emoticons on your MH Compliance Tracker, thus far.)