starshine7wow! Thanks for taking the time to answer my post. I didn't know I was talking to another struggler of tramadol. I swear, it seemed like such an innocent drug! My doctor raved about it. But tolerance is worse than vicodin it seems for me! Good luck with your sobriety! You sure are strong
clean_in_ksActually.....there was a time in my life where if I didn't "do" certain things, or "accomplish a certain amount of things"...I was unable to feel worthy and my self esteem was sorely lacking. Thru MANY, MANY circumstances in my life, I was taught I was a human "being".....not a human "doing". So, my short version of that scramble that gave you a headache ImDone was, "If I am what I DO......then when I DON'T.....I'm NOT". But I have since learned.....it's not what I DO that makes me a valuable child of God......it is "being a certain kind of person" that makes me valuable. (my deeds don't earn my self worth). I know that's a bit heavy.....but that's the history behind that head scrambler!
1sorrypersonI yam what i yam. But for some reason after reading this, i'm going to go work outside in the rain, so I can report back, "that i'm a fool who stood in the rain today". Love you all, buddy
EvolverUHooo..A big white, empty, echoey space..I'm all alone here. Hmm, what secret thing should I do? (Makes secret Ninja hand signal that you can't see....) Hey! Look out behind you!...(Did you fall for it?)
EvolverUNotice: You are in breach of MH regulation #102, (subsection B); To whit: 'You Are Not Permitted To Leave Your Status Blank For More Than 60 Mins'. (You have accrued a balance of 25 'No! Bad Dog' emoticons on your MH Compliance Tracker, thus far.)
My 5 Month Mantra "...I Know That it's Been Hard And It's Been A Long Time Coming...Don't Give Up On Me I'm About To Come Alive..." Train
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