laurel453I know what you mean because i have been there. This is not patronising what you are saying, ok ? only that i know, this is the most common feeling we all share, i am afraid. The good thing is that you are not too far gone, i know this is your feeling.
clean_in_ksWhen my head was TOTALLY SATURATED with drugs.......NONE of my thoughts were even a little bit sane. I had two diff ways I was going to end it all cause I just didn't and couldn't see myself actually quitting, doing it, and making it. But as I started to wean, and my head became just a TINY BIT clearer.....the changes were it motion! YOU HAVE IT IN YOU! The drug induced brain messages are just lying to you! Rooting for you!!! Don't give up!!!!
TTinKKerBBellYou don't know me (and I don't know You) but I just this moment read this and I can only say "I want You to be okay, I want You to surmount this. PLEASE!! I have seen others here who have done IT and I sincerely believe You can do it too!! and if You don't see right now why You ought to survive this, I PROMISE You that there IS a good reason that You just can't see in this moment BUT - if You hang in there and do this - You will come to see why it matters!! This I Know Is True!!
laurel453ahhh, my dearfriend... you have the courage and remember you might be feeling hopeless but it is a feeling that will go away... before, you were really hopeless and it was a fact, a destroying fact now... it is a feeling only, you are not hopeless today!!
clean_in_ksHe WILL too......ASKING and then LETTING Him.....you will be carried when you cannot walk alone.....and after the pain......comes clarity, joy and light inside your heart!!!