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Tired of hurting :(.  Wishing I could have surgery, get pregnant and everything will be fine.   02/13 - 15
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pb95 Any news about DH yet?  
02/13
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Des_a_rae Thanks so much Risa, I haven't yet,  but I'll look into it.    DH goes for his SA Tuesday!!  I'm so nervous, anxious, worried..you name it, I feel it.  Just trying to stay hopeful and praying about it.  
02/13
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tiadreams I'm so sorry you have such pain, that is no way to live. I hope you find a way to resolve it. Does raspberry tea help in anyway? It is supposed to tone the uterus. Can you take anti-inflammatories or is it beyond that? :(
02/13
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Des_a_rae Ty Tia.  I haven't tried raspberry tea yet. My gyno wants surgery :(...which is really helped last time, but the pain came back within about 5 months and gradually got worse.  I tried anti-inflammatories.  I was on naproxin(sp) for awhile and it didn't even phase it.  DH goes for his SA today and we'll go from there.  Ty again!!
02/13
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krichar I hope you get some answers soon :) it's red raspberry leaf tea... It's made from the leaves :) I think it helped me :)
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Feeling defeated.  Is it possible to stop wanting something over time that you've wanted so bad? Jul 01 - 5
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pb95 I think yes.  I wanted it before, and not now.  Now I'm just angry it didn't work before instead of it not working now.  Something happen?
Jul 01
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Belle313 I think I became jaded:The end result of having a steady flow of negative experiences, disappointment, and unfulfillment fed into a person where they get to the point where their anger circuits just sort of burn out and they accept disillusionment.
Jul 01
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Belle313 I hope this isn't how your feeling but if so I completely understand how & why you do. I am so sorry...
Sending a great big hug from the east coast...bet you didn't think my arms could reach that far, did you?  Sending love from us Cali girls
Jul 01
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Des_a_rae Pb, just everything really. It's like life in general is against us.  I'll try to journal about it later.  Today is a busy day, thankfully.  Less time to dwell on it.   Aww E tysm!!  I think that's exactly what happens.  It seems easier to give up.  
Jul 01
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Des_a_rae Then you question is this really what my heart wants?  I don't think so but then that to gets confusing.  So emotional right now.  SO much going on.  It seems easier to just try & get over it/past it and move on with each other & our furbabies.
Jul 01
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Day by day. Jun 27 - 1
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pb95 Hugs and best wishes for a happy day today!
Jun 29
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It's been a very rough couple of days.  I'll explain later but please if you don't mind say a prayer for us.  Gabe,  our dog with lymphoma is ready and tomorrow we help him over the rainbow bridge.   Breaks my heart.  :'( Jun 24 - 8
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pb95 Tears and prayers for you.
Jun 25
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KTowne oh no Des!!! I'm praying for you!
Jun 25
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heather727 My thoughts and prayers are with you! Although this part of the journey hurts, don't forget all the joy than came before. Hugs to you! <3
Jun 25
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mhv Oh Des, I am so sorry!  Prayers!
Jun 25
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Des_a_rae Thank you all SO so much!!  It's definitely heartbreaking and there's not enough words to describe the sadness but I'm SO thankful for the time we had with him.  I'm so glad we were able to love him and take care of him.  
Jun 25
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My cousin is having her twins today.  Any ideas what I can take to the hospital for HER?  Everyone's going to be Oohing and Ahhing over babies, I just want her to feel special also. :)   Jun 18 - 13
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Des_a_rae Tysm TTC. :)  lol I know.  I felt so bad for her there at the end.  She's little framed and I know she was stretched to her limit.  
Jun 19
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Belle313 What a great idea Des. I'm sure she will feel so loved with a gift for her.
Those ARE some big boys for being early.
Jun 19
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Grace358 That is so thoughtful Des..something exclusively for her is great like a massage or manicure or pedicure.. Great food is a such a good idea.. we so needed food after getting home so how about cooking a few meals instead...
Jun 19
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Des_a_rae Thank you so much E and Grace!  She's always been like a little sister to me instead of a cousin.  She's having a really rough tough because of the C section. :(   I agree, they were bigger than expected lol.   Oh Grace, good idea with the meals!!  Tysm!
Jun 19
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Des_a_rae rough time*** because of the c section.  
Jun 19
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Just found out I'm gonna be an aunt.  Overjoyed, jealous, ashamed for feeling jealous, the emotions go on and on and on.   Jun 16 - 0
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